Louis' POV
(chat room)
For the past few months I've been going online to this chat room with four other guys all around my age. We all live very far away from each other all across the UK. We share a love for music and all aspire to be singers. I've told them about my problems and they've told me about their's.
Nialler:Hello
Tommo:Hey!
Hazzah:whats up?
Payninizer: hi.
Bradfordbadboi: Vas Happinin'?!
We continued our chat for a while longer. We all enjoyed this time as it was the only time we felt we had real friends that understood us.
Tommo: Has anyone heard the new Fray album?
Bradfordbadboi: No is it good?
Payninizer:I have! It's siiick!
Tommo: IKR?!?!
Hazzah: I REALLY like it to.
Bradfordbadboi: Well maybe I should listen to it then!
Payninizer: You REALLY should.
Tommo: What about you Niall? Have you heard it?
Hazzah: Yeah
Nialler: Well Honestly I didn't even know it was out! I don't get "updated" on that stuff at the orphanage:-(
Tommo: Oh sorry mate. You should look it up!
Payninizer: Yeah! on your laptop!
Nialler: Will do!
Hazzah: You know how we all LOVE singing?
Bradfordbadboi:Yeah
Nialler:'course
Tommo: Really? (sarcasam)
Payninizer: Yeah. Why?
Hazzah: What if we were in a band?
Bradfordbadboi: Hahaha yeah Like that would ever happen!
Payninizer: I wish but we're so far from each other and I doubt we'll ever meet.:-(
Nialler: I'm with Liam. I wish but I doubt it!
Tommo: ditto:'(
Hazzah: I know but wouldn't it be awesome! I've never even met you guys and I feel like we're best friends.
Tommo: We are! Aren't we?
Hazzah: 'course! I just meant like went to school together!
Tommo: Ohhhh sorry
Bradfordbadboi: If we ever did meet we have to do that though!
Payninizer: Yeah!
Nialler: Agreed!
Hazzah: Duh!
Tommo: Imagine us five outcasts in a band together!
Hazzah: Yeah right?!?!
Nialler: We can dream.
Bradfordbadboi: Unfortunately we'll never achieve that dream we all share and crave so desprately
Tommo: Hey you know what I always say?
Hazzah: Carrots?
Tommo: Hahaha very funny but no.
I always say If you want to do something go for it. You've got nothing to loose.
Payninizer: Wow Louis. I like that. It's very mature of you.
Hazzah: yeah. Are you feeling okay? Are you on the Ridilin again?
Nialler: Shut up Harry! That's not nice!
Hazzah: I just meant he's usually inmature and saying carrots all the time!
Payninizer: I agree with Niall Harry. That wasn't very nice to make fun of someone's problem
Bradfordbadboi: Yeah that's like me asking you if you were drunk because you stopped talking about girls!
Nialler: Or me asking how Liam's dad is.
Payninizer: Don't bring my problems into this!
Nialler: Sorry
Payninizer: It's okay. The point is Harry you should be more considerate. What you said could've hurt Louis very badly. For all we know he's left and not going to be friends with us anymore
Nialler: Where is he anyways? Louis?!? Are you out there still?!?!
*Three minutes later*
Bradfordbadboi: See what you did Harry?!? He could've killed himself for all we know!
Hazzah: Look Lou I'm sorry okay. I shouldn't have said that!
Tommo: I'm here. It's okay Harry. I just went to...um...get something to drink...yeah. and shut up Zayn! What you said is a MILLION times worse in my opinion! By the way I'm not on ridilin. My parents won't let me have it. Remember?
Hazzah: Yeah Thanks Lou Sorry again
Bradfordbadboi: What do you mean?
Tommo: Oh I don't know. "He could have killed himself for all we know!" That was low Zayn. Really low. and again I forgive you Haz.:-)
Payninizer: I agree with Carrot King
Nialler: Me too
Hazzah: agreed
Bradfordbadboi: I'm sorry Louis. You're right. That was a REALLY cruel thing to say. Forgive me?
Tommo: Of course Zayn I can't stay mad at you!
Payninizer: Let's just all agree to never say anything like that about each others personal problems again.
Bradfordbadboi: Agreed!
Nialler: Yeah buddy!
Hazzah: Me too.
Tommo: I totally agree. Now if you'll excuse me boys I have to leave now.
Hazzah: But whhhy?
Tommo: I'm going to London for a week.
Payninizer: omg so am I!
Bradfordbadboi: Me too!
Nialler: This is freaky me too!
Hazzah: I am too!
Tommo: Haha it's fate!
Bradfordbadboi: Yeah maybe we'll meet!XD
Payninizer: Maybe we will form our band!
Hazzah: Well I gotta go too. I need to pack.
Nialler: Well maybe I'll see you guys in London!
Payninizer: Yeah maybe!
Bradfordbadboi: It looks like we're headed in one direction.
Nialler: TO LONDON!!!!! :-P
Payninizer: Bye!
Bradfordbadboi: Bye!
Hazzah: See yah! (hopefully in London!)
Nialler: Au revoir!
Tommo: Bye Oh and one more thing....
CARROTS!!!!!;-)
I turned off the computer. Honestly what Harry said really did hurt me. A lot. So I can't be mature? The reason I left for a bit wasn't to get a drink it was because the "voices" told me to go kill myself. So what Zayn said really hurt. I tried to ignore the "voices" by putting in headphones and listening to some music for a few minutes. When that didn't work I actually cut myself a bit. It's the closest thing I could think of to suiside so I thought it would make the "voices" go away. It worked. Somewhat. Oh well. No one else is home. Time to escape to London!
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FanfictionLouis Tomlinson,Niall Horan, Harry Styles, Liam Payne, Zayn Malik. Five very different boys living in five very different places. United only by their love of music and a dream. To be famous. They all have problems at home. From drinking to cutting...
