Be My Naseeb

Chapter 2

      The sound of pen echoed in the room,the ink almost used up but even the lengthy words didn't do justice to how I felt.My diary was now tear stained with gentle gestures of ink kissing blank spaces.
  
   "Dear Hayati."
You have become my daily Dua, missing you would be an understatement because I can feel the thorns in my heart,the pain is undescribable Hayati 🥺,I hurt so much and I want a permanent cure to my ailments,I want you in my life as my zawj,my Qadar,my Naseeb."Tears rolled down my eyes recalling his promises
 
       "I promise not to hurt you I swear." Lies!All lies! He broke his promise over and over again and everytime I tried to forget him and move on,my stupid heart yearns for him the more.I was starting to go crazy, murmuring his name unconsciously, having sleepless nights and fantasies.I realized I never want to let go of him

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    "Aayat!, please come with us."Bahaar repeated for the umpteenth time.She wanted me to go to the class picnic and according to her,most of the class bet on me not coming so I should surprise them. I actually didn't give a damn about what any body said or thought but this girl might start to pull up some tricks to make me bulge so I gave in to her.

     I rummaged my closet,I couldn't find any suitable clothes,I had so many black abayas but I didn't want to wear black.It reminded me of him,"what's your favorite color baby."

"Black, I love black."His smiles were priceless whenever he sees me in black outfits

I finally picked a rainbow color dress and a white veil to match with it.i left for Bahaar's dorm.She and girls were ready, clicking pictures .
 
"You look pretty Aayat,I mean now you look like a human being."Bahaar teased laughing. I eyed her and looked into the mirror.i did look pretty.forcing a smile on my face,I helped the girls carry some of the picnic snacks to the car

The guys were waiting,each of them with side remarks, compliments and comments to give the girls.

"Wow,she looks amazing in veil,you should go meet her and talk to her."one of the three guys walking together said

It was Samir,Aryan and Marwan.I could see Marwan blushing so he's definitely the one being teased,he looked up at me and smiled.I returned the same gesture and continued talking to Bahaar.Those guys are always together,more like triplets but from different parents.

The Uber we ordered was complete and we were going in batches,I sat with Bahaar and the rear seat and the driver started the car driving us to our destination.Bahaar went on and on about her lipstick and how gorgeous she looks.it sure going to be an eventful outing,I sighed.