Beyoncé pov
*2 months later*
It's been 2 months since I've seen Nicki. I also haven't hear from Jay in a long ass time. Which im not really worried about bc I don't care ab him as of now. The question everyone wants to know is am I pregnant? Well yes, but not for long. I've thought about it & I don't wanna keep the baby. I know it's selfish but I just don't think I can go through with this. I also can't go by myself so I'm gonna call Kelly to go with me. Before I even called her, she texted me saying she was out of town. It's like she knew I was finna call her.
I sighed & decided to call Nicki. "Hello?" She asked as I sighed. "Um I know it's early but can you come w me to this clinic? I can't go by myself. I just need someone with me for support. Kelly is out of town & you're the only other person that I know that supports me for real. So will you go?" I said as I heard shuffling in the background. "Yeah I'll go with you. What time are you coming?" She said as I checked the time. "My appointment is at 11 so you can start getting ready now. I'll be there in about 45 minutes." I said. "Okay I'll see you then. I love you." She said as I smiled a little. "I love you more." I said as the phone hung up.
Even though we haven't seen each other in a while, the love & connection is still there. We've been tryna fix our relationship for the longest & I must admit, being in 2 separate houses makes it so much easier to fix. Cause it's like we're not in the same house so it's easier to get over things. She's forgiven me a long time ago, but she's been busy with her mixtape so we never really have time to see each other.
I took a shower & did my hair. I curled it a little & put on my Gucci slides. After I was done, I put on a yellow sundress. I texted Nicki to see if she was ready & she replied with a yes.
Nicki pov
"Rihanna I'm finna go." I sighed as she kept whining about shit. She's sick & now I have to take care of her sick ass. "But you're gonna leave me here by myself." She said as I groaned. "Can you stop being a fucking baby & just chill out? I called Solo already & she's on her way." I said as she nodded. "Thank you bestie. Can you bring me something back?" She asked as I nodded. "Yes of course." I said. I heard Beyoncé car pull up outside so I blew Rih a kiss & grabbed my purse. It was hot was hell outside so I put my shades on. I had on my Gucci slides that Beyoncé bought me for Valentine's Day a while back. Man I rlly miss her. Hopefully we can rekindle this relationship today & be cool again.
"Heyyy you look gorgeous today." I said tryna lighten her mood as I got in her car. "Heyy thank you. You look sexy as always." She said as I giggled. "Thank you. I missed you." I said shyly as watching her touch my thigh. "I missed you too. I'm sorry I fucked this up. I just can't be without you Nicki. I miss you so fucking much & im willing to do anything to make this right again." She said as I smiled again. "I told you I forgave you a long time ago. It's fine Beyonce everyone messing up now & then. & I'm willing to give this another try only if you are willing." I said as she nodded. "I want to retry this." She said as I nodded.
"So can you tell me why you're going to a clinic?" I asked even though I kinda knew already. "I'm getting an abortion. I thought about it & thought about it & im gonna do it." She said as I looked at her. "I mean if that's what you rlly wanna do then do it. But I just feel like coming from what I experienced, I wouldn't do it. It's you're consequences & we can raise this baby together. You don't have to do this to make me happy bc if that's the case, keeping the baby will make me happy. I would never tell you to get rid of a baby bc of me." I said as she stopped at a red light & looked at me. "I don't know if I can be a good mother Nic. I haven't done this before. I have no experience with children. I told my mother & she said she thinks I should go through with it. She said it'll come naturally but I just don't know. What if I'm not a good mother?" She said as I shook my head.
"Baby you got this. I'm here for you. I can teach you some stuff. I had to raise my lil brother & my sister when I was younger so I can tell you it will be hard but I got you. This baby will be loved like no other. Don't do something you'll regret in the future." I said as she nodded. "Okay I'm gonna keep my baby. But I still have to go to the clinic to get my ultrasound. Today I find out what the gender is." She said which made me smile. "I bet it's a girl." I said as she shook her head. "I'm betting on a boy. Cause I be horny 24/7." She said as I just looked at her side of her face. "You sound a little slow baby. Those are pregnancy hormones, not gender determinations." I said as she shrugged.
"Still betting on my baby boy." She said as I shook my head. "Okay & im betting on my baby girl." I said as she giggled. We pulled up to the place & she signed in.
Once they called her back, we got up & followed the doctor. "So what are we betting on?" She asked as Beyoncé said a boy. I rolled my eyes & chuckled. "I'm betting on a girl." I said as Beyoncé looked at me & giggled. "Well we just gone have to see." She said as I nodded.
The lady put the stuff in Beys belly & it reminded me of the angel babies. I felt the tears coming soon as I heard the heartbeat of her baby. I knew right then & there it was a girl. "Okay are y'all ready for the reveal?" The doctor asked as we nodded. I held Beyoncé hand & kissed it as she smiled at me. "Looks like you guys are havingggggg....... A girllllll." She said as I squealed. "I told youuuuu." I said as Beyoncé laughed. "Yeah yeah whatever. I'm hungry now." She said. We giggled as the doctor wiped the gel off her stomach. She discharged Beyoncé & gave her a refill on her pills. "Come on babymomma let's go get something to eat. It's on me. You can have whatever you & babygirl is craving." I said as she looked at me.
"You know this is technically gonna be your baby too right?" She said as I nodded. "Mhm I know. That's why I'm so excited about it. I can't wait until you start showing more & more." I said as she sighed. "Me too & I'm gonna complain to you every chance I get. Speaking of complaints, I haven't heard from Jay in a while." She said as I smirked a little. "Oh you don't have to worry about him anymore." I said as she frowned. "What'd you do?" She asked as I shook my head.
"I didn't do anything. Wayne did it." I shrugged as her eyes widened. "You told Wayne?? Oh my gosh Nic. He probably killed him. You know how Wayne gets when it comes to us." She said as I shrugged. "He's not dead. At least I don't think. But anyways I had to tell him bc that shut hurt my feelings. I'm fine now tho but still. Wayne had to know. But what do you wanna eat bae?" I said. "Ouuuu okay. So I want one of them seafood boils you made when I frost came to your house, & I want some red velvet cupcakes with some Strawberry lemonade." She said as I nodded. "Okay I can make that. Let's go your house tho cause Rihanna ass over by my house sick." I said as she nodded.
"What's wrong with her?" She asked. "She has a cold & thinks she's gonna die if she's home alone so I called Solo over to check on her while I'm gone. I also told her I was gonna bring her something back but I'll just make her some homemade soup when I make it back over there. But I think I wanna stay with my baby tonight so I'll just text Solo & tell her to bring her something on her way over there." I said as bey smiled.
"We'll hurry up. Me & baby girl is hungry. Omg I hope I don't throw this food back up. This baby hasn't let me eaten anything but the doctor said these pills will help with that." She said as I nodded.
We went the grocery store & i picked up everything I needed before we went to her house. "You need to stop by your house?" She asked as I shook my head. "No I have clothes by your house remember?" I said as she nodded.
We went to her house & I instantly got started on her food. "Wife in the making." I heard her mumble as I smiled. "You better know it." I said as she giggled. "I love you sooo much." She said coming up behind me as I turned around & kissed her. "I love you way more baby. & you too stinkabutt." I said bending down to kiss her stomach. "Stop you're gonna make me cry." She said as I smiled. "I consider her as my miracle baby. I'm gonna love on her so much & so bad. Ugh I just can't wait." I said as she smiled harder. "I can't wait either." She said.
