Theodore Nott Imagines

Gone

TW‼️‼️
Suicide

Y/n had been going through hell.

Her ex had spread awful rumors, her brother killed  himself and her best friend left her.

She had no one. Well she had her  parents but they were unstable due to her brother's passing.

She felt so alone. So useless. She had no hope.

Although many attempts, she couldn't do it. She was scared of what would happen if she did it. She didn't want to leave her parents.

One night, she left her dorm and sat outside to breathe in fresh air. She wore an oversized hoodie with sweatpants, and had a messy bun.

She brought her knees close to her chest as she watched the moon.

It was silent. So peaceful. A tear escaped her eye, and then another and another.

At this point, she was bawling her eyes out.

"Are you okay?" A male voice asked making y/n stiffen up and wipe her tears and look up. "Yea" y/n tried saying in a normal tone but it ended up coming out shaky.

"Love, I can see you're not okay" the male voice said while sitting down next to y/n giving her a chance to acknowledge his face.

"Theodore" she said with a voice crack "Y/n..what's going on? Are you ok? Seriously, you look so different. I mean, have you slept?eaten?" Theodore said concern visible in his face and tone as he looked at the girl who once lit up the whole room with happiness and warmness.

Y/n hugged him as she began to cry again. He just sat there holding her and telling her things like "it will be alright," and "You're enough".

After a while, y/n calmed down thanks to Theodore caressing her cheek.

"Am sorry"
That's all she said.

"Y/n, there's nothing to be sorry about. Please tell me why you're crying" Theodore asked once again.

"Did you know my brother fucking killed himself? Did you notice that Ellie left me? Have you heard the rumors? Am fucking exhausted. Am hurt, I can't deal with this life anymore. I have no one" y/n said crying.

"Shit y/n am so sorry I had no idea that happened to your brother. But y/n, you have me. This past few days have surely been hell for you. But from now on, I promise you, you won't be alone. I'll be by your side, I'll be the shoulder you can cry on, I'll be the person you can talk to. I'll be anything you want me to. But please stay" Theodore said beginning to cry.

"You don't even know me that much" she said with red eyes "I know but you're still important. Please y/n" Theodore begged making y/n hug him.

After a month, y/n was starting to become herself again. Thanks to Theodore. But she still felt empty.

Theodore and y/n were gonna hang out. Theodore called her multiple times but she wouldn't answer.

He started to become anxious and ran to her dorm.

"Hey have any of you seen y/n?" Theodore asked desperately "She hasn't left her room" a girl said making Theodore run towards her room.

"Y/n! For fucks sake open the fucking door!" Theodore yelled but she didn't open it.

Theodore backed away and kicked the door. What he saw made him fall to his knees.

She was on the bed.

Theodore walked towards her wishing for it not to be true.

He touched her wrist for a pulse but he felt nothing. He grabbed her lifeless body and shaked  her "Y/n! Please wake up" Theodore yelled while tears fell.

She was gone. Nobody knew but part of him died that day.

A/N:
Hi am really sorry I haven't updated but school has had me busy.

Am sorry if this chapter triggers you   Or upsets you. I'll delete it instantly if it gets anyone offended.

Mental health should not be something you joke about. It's a serious thing. If you are struggling please ask for help. There is always hope and a solution.