I was always such a normal girl with all the intentions of living my life to the fullest. Though that had all changed the day they had taken my mother away...
*FLASHBACK*
It was a glum day in Holmes Chaple, my father and mum had been fighting again. I jumpped in shock as I heard a vase or something glass shatter. My mother began to yell " You worthless Alcoholic, all you do all fucking day and all bloody night is drink, pass out, throw up, get angry, throw shit and hurt people.." Her voice had changed as she had spoke once again; "Dave.." She spoke lowly, her voice filled with dread and sadness. "Why are you doing this to My and your daughter. Where we not good enough?!" She began to shout again "We put up with all your rubbish excuses and all your nonsense, yet you can't stay sober for us?! Huh!! No you fucking can't you usless pice of shit, I forget why I had ever married you, I forget why I'm even here." My fathers thick and deep accect came though as he spoke he did not shout just simply said: "I did not ask for a daughter now did I? You are the bloody reason we have a kid anyhow. So don't be getting pissed at me when 'yer the one that had wanted the blasted kid anyhow. She may have my courage and strength but other than that she is all you now ain't she Jackie? Huh?" My mother just looked down in sorrow. My father began to yell "Answer me you fucking Slut!"
"Jim you fucking know I never wanted a kid this early im only 26 for crying out loud! I never loved her!" Her words where worse than my Father's hands on my body, sexually and Psychically.
I had heard enough. I began to pack some of my favorite clothes I had paid for with my own money, some of my belongings and Family possessions.
Though they may hurt me and tear me apart they're my family I can not just not love them.. They've made me.. Soon as I was done packing I had climbed out the window and landed on the ground with a faint thud. I picked my phone out of my pocket and dialled the oh so fimlliar number of the Cab Company. They had ssaid they'd be here in 10 minutes or more so. I began to get lost in thought and before I knew it I saw the familiar colour of the Cab. I waved the driver down, Might I add She was Strikingly Beautiful. I was abbit lost for words as I climbed in the back. "Take me to the highest peak in Holmes or wherever you know where there is one" my voice came out weak and hoarse. I hadn't realized I had been crying until I felt the familiar feeling of wettnes running down my cheeks. No sobbs had left my mouth just Silent tears. I have no idea why I packed a bag with me? The actual thought of suicide scared me. It may seem petty but I'm only 15 and I've got a lot well I thought I had a lot of life left in me but it turns out I didn't. As the beautiful Cab driver dropped me off I had paid her more than I had needed to but I didn't mind . she seems like a lovely person. "Thanks" my hoarse voice spoke. She looked at me quizzically, I just gave my best fake smile I could muster as she had asked "why did you want me to drive you here?" I just shrugged and spoke, "I just need some where to be alone at right now. And since its late and dark no one would be out here." She gave me a questioning look but just shrugged it off and said "Well thank you for the amazing tip and I hope you feel better than you do right now". Something flashed though her eyes it looked like Sadness and pain. I just smiled and said "thanks love, Goodbye". She began to drive away as soon as I think she couldnt see me I had my already wrote Suicide note and ran towards the cliff. For a single moment I felt as if I was free the next thing I saw was completely white. I felt pain..
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