Deceiving Emotions

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It's crazy how much I miss you
Unbearable pain
Suffering in silence
It's a real shame

A very weird feeling
Still in contact
Smiling as if nothing ever happened
Sometimes I hate the way you act

You show me you still care
I know that part is real
You're the sweetest person ever
A true treasure

I go about my day
And I get a random thought
Everything reminds me of you
And I think of you a lot

I'm so sorry
Is it wrong of me to still want you?
I want to hear your voice again
I want to be in your arms again

I still love you
I still like you
I still want to kiss you
I still want to be with you

You made me feel so comfortable
You made me feel so loved
Being with you was so amazing
I miss your sweet hugs

It was the happiest I've ever been
We had the best time
Sadly it's over
I'm sad you aren't mine

Slowly accepting the facts
I guess this is it
Things were just starting
I never expected it to end so quick

Not a day goes by
That I don't think of you
I try my best to stop
But it's not something that I choose

I feel I'm going crazy
But maybe that's just me
Maybe I'm being dramatic
I just don't feel at ease

I didn't know it would be this hard
I'm trying to get over you
Out of nowhere you text me
This must be easy for you

Please don't ask me how I'm doing
Please don't tell me that you miss me
I want to hear those things
I'm not supposed to hear those things

How can I say bye
If you are still here
I know we are good friends
But it doesn't seem fair

Sometimes I feel used
Sometimes I feel dumb
Sometimes I feel like an idiot
Sometimes I feel numb

Some nights
Before I sleep, I cry
It's nothing new
Except for the reasons why

I know you mean well
But I think it's best
That we let each other go
Even though it hurts my chest

I believe everything happens for a reason
Maybe this wasn't meant to be
This might be our ending
But Im forever grateful for everything you did for me

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