"Fatima you can't do that to him." andi said to her dear friend. "I know but- no buts Ti!" Danni cut the conversation off.
"You forgave him, you can't keep dwelling on what happened if you forgave him." Danni added. Fatima sighed dropping her head.
"It's not even that it's like lately it's just been on my mind heavy, then seeing Kazi who's like every bit of him just reminds me of it every time."
It was no doubt that Fatima and Zac had faced many challenges throughout the past 9 years but they've overcome it.
It's just Fatima happens to think on it a little bit more than he does. She always remembers and grows distant.
It's been nearly 7 years since the whole situation happen but everytime she just has the memory of it in her mind.
He slept with his ex, got her pregnant, fathered another child with a random girl and then baby M passed away.
He also put his hands on her during that time and fell into a hard place. He was drinking daily, not working and just slacking.
It didn't help that Fatima had gotten pregnant around that same time, just a year after Kazi was born and could've nearly lost Zyelle.
She was in such a rough patch and so was he, the only problem they
Karen and Fatima had drama daily, even now still ongoing they have issues but it's nothing Fatima can do.
Kazia isn't her biological daughter and Karen reminds her every single day. "So did you actually forgive him?"
She nodded, "Do you think he'll do it again?" Sabrina asked, "No not at all it's just-Do you love and want to be with him?"
"Yes of course more than anything." She said to her friends, "So you need to let yall relationship flow sis."
"I feel like every other month or week you come to us about the feeling that you feel and I'm not understanding it."
"If you love him, want to be with him and don't think he'll ever put yall back in that place then why do you have that feeling?" Danni questioned
"Cause I don't know I'm scared, everytime something slight happens I get scared that he's doing something."
"So let's clear this now, it's not the old situation you know the watermelon and pisces, it's the lack of trust." Andi asked
Watermelon and Pisces are what they use instead of saying, him having a baby on her and that he physically abused her.
"Yes that's it, I don't know why I'm not trusting him like it's maybe idk." She shrugged. "Okay y'all need therapy."
The four girls laughed, "That's what I'll do cause y'all no help." She jokingly said and they all shrugged chuckling.
"I mean Preston, Rob and Cal are good in my book, but thank y'all for always hearing me out." She expressed to her friends.
They hugged and soon heard a cough. "If it isn't the new sista circle." They looked up and saw Karen and her friend Belinda.
Fatima looked at the girls with a tight lip smile. "Hi Karen." , "Hello Fatima." Karen said. "Where's Kazia- Mommy!"
Before she could finish Kazia came running up hugging her legs. "Hey! There's my big girl!" Fatima picked her up and hugged her.
She put her back to the ground feeling Karen's glare. "Mommy, mama got me some shoes look!" She showed Fatima her feet.
She had on some pink sparkly uggs, "they're gorgeous, I'm going to get Zy and Zyla the same so yall could be triplets!"
"Yayyy mama, I'm matching with my sissy's." She said with excitement to Karen. "That's great baby, go stand with tete Linda so I can talk to your dad's wife."
Kazi understood and went with Belinda and her son, "I don't feel comfortable with her calling you mommy and I've expressed this many times!"
Fatima sighed, the girls had wondered around the mall to avoid the conflict. "Look Karen, we all had a talk with her."
"I told her your feelings and she attempted to stop calling me that but she just keeps saying it so I'm not going to wrong her for it."
"Whatever, just tell Zac to stop by for the rest of the stuff for her birthday sleepover." Fatima nodded, "We'll be there."
