Melancholy

What does it call?
When it's snowing outside,
But it can't break through your fur!
What does it mean?
When tears are about to roll from your eyes,
But it doesn't trickle on your cheek!
How do you feel?
When you are actually scared of darkness,
But in your breakdowns it's your relief theme!
Have you done that?
When someone is guiding you,
But you ignored it and frustratingly came back to your own path!
Is it your habit?
When it's happy mood around you,
You stay dull and try not to involve in it!
Will it hurt you?
When love of your life maybe having his/her best time but not with you!
Do you do it often?
Crying like a destroyed puzzle at night,
And digging your face into the pillow to not make any noise!
I don't know if these happen with you or not,
But those are nothing new to me at all.
My life has become like a spring's tree,
From Seventh February Two Thousand Twenty Three...