Penny Parker has a secret well other than spider-woman, her name is really Thea Drake or cardinal and she used to be robin but Damian took it from her. Is this what Jason felt when she replaced him, should she start calling demon brat replacement like Jason dose to her? But thats not not what this is about, this is about telling her frie- (no their not her friends, they only put up with her because she's useful) the people that she works with about her really being another vigilante and only used spider-woman for undercover title a few times. she didn't mean for it to spiral out of control from there. God B would be disappointed.
She can do this.
No no no no no no no, she can't do this. Before even going out, she went back into her safehouse to get into the spider-woman suit to go patrolling instead of her cardinal suit. She thought she could do this but apparently she can't, maybe if she talked to them in the spider-woman suit it would be easier. So thats what she did, went out as the spider and started her regular routine. It wasn't procrastination . . . it was just putting it off till later. Yeah, lets go with that. It was nice to be in the air swinging through the Queens, it was like her grapple or flying with Kon.
Oh, my god Kon.
It's been a while since she thought about Kon, her Kon. She missed him, even if he is here now, she just wants to see he boyfriend again. Just to hold, to hug, him again. She slumped against the wall behind her, all she could think about was Kon. The sight of his beaten and bloodied corpse flashed through her mind, even if he was alive it was still like he was still dead. Dead and burried.
Dead.
Dead.
Dead.
Dead.
Dead.
"Yo, itsy you t'ere ya' mis- Spidy ya' good t'ere?" The meeting she was so caught up in her thoughts she forgot about the meeting she had with team red, how could she be so stupid. . . and now they were disappointed in her, they would leave her. Leave her like nightwing, leave her like batman, leave her lik-. No she can't think like this not now, she has things to do now. "Yeah M'fine just give me a minute, sorry." She said as convincingly as she could trying not to sound like she had literally just been crying.
"Deadpool did you find spider-, are you okay there Penny." Oh, great now more people are coming to judge her before leaving her, "Yeah, m'fine just, give me a minute. Sorry" Just breath, breath in and out, just calm down and stop over reacting. (It isn't over reacting if it's about Kon.) She stood up and stopped leaning on the wall, clipping her gas mask on from the back and making sure her (robo) web-shooters were working. "You know I can tell when your your lying, right?" Yep because Matt can hear heart beats. Shit.
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I just need to talk to them, I can do this - I can't do this!
FanfictionFEM! Peter Parker (Penny) is FEM! Tim (Thea) Drake and one day she decides that the truth has to come out. Thea now has to explain to the people that care about her that she is someone else but she wants them to still except her but she's determent...
