NOT AGAIN | Yoonmin FF

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Tae POV

I can't believe my hyung did that to chimmy ... He used to pamper him a lot and care for him . he is the last person in this world that I can't believe would hurt jimin like that !!

We were sitting against the tree . I was hugging jimin while crying . he told me everything that happened to him from losing his dad  , staying with yoongi's parents , marrying him , Lisa , yoongi assuming him of cheating with his friend , yoongi raping him ,  having Minji to kookie and his grandma finding and helping him and minji !! ... And his mentally injuries .

I can't believe he went through a lot all alone and I wasn't by his side . no one was !

While I was enjoying my life happily , he was suffering all alone . he had the rights to be mad at me . I wasn't here when he needed me the most 😔 .

I was hugging him tightly letting him pour everything he kept in his heart . we were crying our hearts out . I was repeating sorry again and again . he is really a pure soul . he doesn't deserve what the life gives him. He deserves all the happiness in this world  . He deserves to be treated like a prince .

"I'm really sorry . I wasn't here by your side when you needed me the most . you suffered alone while I was building my career  . I'm really sorry ." I said with shuttering tone. 

He detached himself from the hug and wiped my tears gently .

How can he be this pure . how can he be this kind . he is rare in this world .

" Taetae , don't blame yourself for not being here . it's my fate and I accepted it already . I don't deserve to be happy . " he said smiling dryly making me angry .

How can he say he doesn't deserve to be happy !! ... He deserve the whole world under his feet !

"Don't you dare say you don't deserve happiness ! A pure , kind and cute soul like you deserve the whole world . please don't think like that again ! " I said while cupping his wet cheeks in my palms . he looked at me with teary eyes then snuggled his face into my chest .

"I missed you , taetae " I back hugged him with a small smile on my face and happy tears.

"I missed you too ... I promise to be here by your and my nephew is side from now on ! ... Taetae pinky promise chimmy  ! "

I said with a cute baby voice while giving him my pinky .he chuckled cutely and intertwined our pinkies together .

"You know what taetae . I promised myself to not allow anyone in my life again after what happened but ... you , Nam-hyung , jin-hyung , kook , Felix and PD-nim somehow made it to my life ... After minji brightening my life with her cute giggles and tiny steps , she was my only family but now not only her but you guys became my family . I can't take it to be left all alone again . I won't endure this pain again ! "

"We won't leave you ever again . we finally found you back and you gave us second chance in your life . we'll be fool if we didn't take advantage of it to be by your side . jiminie pabo~"

"Hahaha "

I smiled at his giggles . I missed him so much . I'm happy to have my soulmate again . I won't let him go anywhere . An idea pop in my head to keep him with us .by our side...

I straightened myself and held his hand . he looked at me with his  innocent soft eyes . I missed this soft eyes !

"Chimmy , I have an idea that suddenly pop in my head . if you're okay with it then we can discuss it with PD-nim " I said assuring him that the decision is his .

"Tell , taetae ! "

"You know that now I'm staying with my band mates at our shared apartment  ... *jimin nodded * ... My old apartment is empty so I thought that in order to not be separated again , you and minji can come with us to Seoul . you can stay at my apartment and we'll find a suitable job for you ... I don't want an answer now . you can think about it as much as you want , alright ?!  "