NOT AGAIN | Yoonmin FF

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Yoongi POV

At Jimin's room

How can I face him ?! ... His screaming and crying  is filling the house and it's all because of me . If I just realized what was lisa truly planning , that wouldn't happen to him .

He suffered alot just because of me !!

I was about to knock the door but before I did the door was opened by Jin-hyung .

He was holding his tears . I went to him and hesitatingly patted his shoulder . He looked at me then dropped his head down and let his tears roll down his cheeks on the floor .

" He again told you out na ?! " I said with low tone . He just nodded his head at my words while wiping his tears .

"He is just crying and crying . He isn't allowing any of us near him even he forbidden us from letting Minji near him *sniff* ...He says that : He can't just listen to her voice when he can't see her face !! "

Jin said and left to his and Namjoon's room . I'm sure he'll cry again there !

The curse's effect start showing . He lost his sight !! .

It's really freaking him and us ! The moment he wake up it shocked us all except me when he asked " why the lights are off ?! " .

Taehyung couldn't hold it and hugged him while crying while the others just run away don't want to see him like that .

He started panicking , screaming , shouting and Bragging that he wants to be alone !!

It really teared my heart apart seeing him like that  .

*heavily sigh* ... I took a deep breath and hesitatingly knocked on the door .

" I DON'T WANNA SEE ANYONE !!! LEAVE ME ALONE !!  "

I ignored his words and turned the lob then entered quietly with quiet stable steps .

The sight in front of me broke my heart . My baby was sitting at the corner of the room near the window warping his arms around his knees and placing his head there .

*sob* ...*hic* ...*sob*

I can hear his soft sobbing  ... uhhhh~ my baby ~ 😥😥😥😥

"J-Jiminie ~ " he kept turning his face every where trying to find my place by my voice .

I rushed to him and sat on my knees in front of him then held his soft hands in mine . he dropped his head down and kept on crying softly . I raised his face up by his chin and wiped his tears softly .

" You're feeling pity na ?! ... P..p-please don't *hic* ! "

His voice is so weak and low . I knew it's a sign that the other effect are going to take its place soon 💔 .

I hesitatingly pulled him in my embrace . I can't look at his blur eyes  . The eyes which I fall for . The eyes which when he smile shine and sparkle now is covered with blur !! ... I just can't !

" w-why m-me na *sob* ?!! W-wae *hic* ?! W-what did  *hic* I d-do to d-deserve t-this su-suffering na 😭😭😭😭 ?!   " 

I couldn't help it . I bit my lips to not let him hear my cry.  I pressed his face more in my neck while caressing his hair softly and rubbing his back with the other hand.

After he calmed down for a little I brought him back a little and kissed both of his eyes softly . I knew I shouldn't do this but he needs me now !

" You didn't do anything wrong na . y'know PD-nim always says that God is just testing us so we should pass and keep fighting . I know you're so strong . you're stranger then me na ~ ... Just wait for me . I'll find the cure and you'll recover and if you decided to give me a chance after that then we'll start our new life na . *caressing his cheeks lovingly* we'll be so happy . me , you and our baby . Just keep on fighting and trust me I'll come back with the cure ! "