Trying to heal

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Angely's POV...

 "BOO-YA!!"i yelled. I just beat the lads at Super Smash Bros. Brawl...again. Louis  yelling "How da hell does a peasant beat me!!" then threw his controller on the ground and walked out of the room. Everyone was laughing while i was trying to understand what just happened.

"Boo Bear always wins at that game" Harry said after he finally stopped laughing. i looked at my phone. oh snap!!! we'd been playing for 3 hours. "Sorry lads but i have to go"  Awwww they all said in in unison.  "I have to get Bellers a present, her birthday is coming up" i said "but i'll see u guys later"

That's when Louis ran back in "What your going shopping!! we can come with you!!!" he said with a big smile on his face. "I guess" i said. "To the Bat-mobile! " Liam yelled. I couldn't help but to laugh. Well this should be very interesting  i thought.

When we got to the Mall, Harry and Louis ran off together and Liam and Niall..well more like Niall dragging Liam over to the food court. That left just me and Zayn.

Me and Zayn walked around the Mall for a while looking for a gift. At some point we started holding hands i don't know when though, but i don't really care. My hand fits so perfectly in his. Why are his hands so big? and kinda soft...OMG i sound like a weirdo!! oh lord help me

Zayn's POV...

By the time me and Angely finally found a gift for her friend all the lads were at the car. When we came up to Angely's house i walked her to the door.

My mind was going a mile a minute. We said goodbye and before i could stop myself i kissed her...... When i pulled away her face was red. She gave me a smile then went inside.

"So did u ask her out?" Louis asked.

"Was i supposed to??"

"Bad Zayn Bad Zayn" Louis said hitting me. "Are you blind peasant!! she totally likes you and you totally like her. Go ask her out!"

"Wait do you mean now? I cant she's probably asleep"

"Well then you better hurry up and sing"Louis says as he hands me my guitar.

"No i dont need that" i say. I dont want this to be like what her ex did i want this to be different

Well here goes nothing..... I know it sounds stupid and its in a lot of movies but..yes i threw rocks at her window. When she came to her door i started to sing and didn't take me eyes off her

(Moments..in case you did know)

Shut the door
Turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I try

Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands
Touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face


If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

Close the door
Throw the key
Don’t wanna be reminded
Don’t wanna be seen
Don’t wanna be without you
My judgment's clouded
Like tonight's sky


Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face

If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

Flashing lights in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet

There’s a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge

There’s a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed

As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today ...

When I got done singing i walked over to Angely and wrapped my arms around her and whispered "Angel i love you"

"I love you too Zayn" she said....OML boo bear was right

"you are my world, i will never do anything to hurt you. Would you please be my girlfriend" i ask her. She pulls out of my hug and.....smiles " Zayn i would love to be your girlfriend" she says. She gets on her tippy-toes and kisses me. Louis practically dragged me away from Angely....but she was laughing so i guess it was ok..this one time.

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