Off Limits| Heejake

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They're back in Korea now, first day back

Jake~

It turned out I was pregnant, I had no idea I had a working uterus to the point I could get pregnant, I went through a rollercoaster of emotions that day, regret, being scared, to being happy and accepting it.

I could NEVER give up anything that was coming out of me, and although it was really alive yet, I couldn't find it in my heart to abort because I wanted to see what our baby would look like.

And I loved kids, so I really couldn't get rid of it. Plus it's a kid with someone I am love with and is I love with me too. I didn't think Heeseung liked kids, he was never good with them much, but I'm sure he'd be a really good father.

Out of all things I was worried about, Jays reaction is what I feared most.

Me and Heeseung were at the penthouse like normal, which he said he'd get a house later for the baby, and I was enjoying being pampered by him like normal.

It turned out I was about 6 weeks pregnant, like I thought. 6 weeks ago was when we had second with no protection for the first time.

"You're deeply thinking, I can tell." Heeseung said as his arms were wrapped around my waist as he kissed me on the cheek making me smile a little.

"I was. I'm a bit worried about telling Jay today." I told him as he starts to rub my inner thigh to help comfort me and make me relax more.

"It doesn't have to be in person Jake." He tells me and I sigh and shake my head in disagreement. "No it has to be. I can't just drop a load on him like that over text. And I want to see his reaction for myself." I told him as I fiddled with the sleeve of the sweater Heeseung let me wear.

I loved how it smelled like him exactly. "Ok. I understand what you mean. Don't worry yourself too much though bellissimo, it isn't good for the baby." He tells me and I nod in response.

"Which is why I'm trying to get this over early before I actually have a full child in me, I don't want my stress to hurt it." I told him looking up at him now and he smiled down at me.

He then leaned in to kiss me on the lips and I happily did the same back, it was a sweet and loving kiss, one that gave me butterflies especially when he added his tongue.

When he pulled away, I turned to look back at the tv as he kissed me on the shoulder. "When are we supposed to go over there?" He asked me curiously as he rocked us back and forth.  "A few hours, he told me he's working for about two more hours and then we can come over." I told him and hums letting me know he was listening.

"Am I supposed to be there with you, or are you gonna tell him alone?" He asked me as he placed his chin on top of my head. "Of course you should be there too. It's going to be your child too Heeseung." I told him a bit annoyed by the crazy question and he chuckles.

"Ok, calm down. Don't tell me the mood swings are already starting." He says and I look back to glare at him. "It was a joke. You don't usually get them until a bit later anyway." He tells me and I roll my eyes at him.

"So I've basically been pregnant for a month right?" I asked him and I felt him nod. "Luckily I don't really drink alcohol." I said as I knew I'd feel guilty if I had a miscarriage or gave my child a disability because of it.

"True." He responded back before we had decided to take a nap because I was tired.

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