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by yvjin07

by yvjin07

suicide

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''Ricky where are you going!!!!'' Ricky's boyfriend Taerae who is now ex screamed. ''I am leaving you. I can't take it anymore. You always go to Matthew and always make me feel like a second choice. And I am sick of'' with that Ricky run to his comfort place, A place full with nature and animals like bunnies, deer, butterflies and foxes.

Ricky hugged his knees and start to cry. Why was it always like that? Why is he never the first choice? Why? Isn't he good enough?. Ricky kept asking himself this until he felt a bad on his shoulder.

''Hey'' A tall boy, with big boba eyes, brunette hair and a warm smile said. Ricky looked up and sniffed. ''Hello, are you a ghost? When did you die?'' Ricky said and look at the eyes of the young boy, who kneeled down and whipped Ricky's tears away.

''yes and I was 19 before I died'' The ghost said, makin Ricky in shock. ''Y-You are so young. How did you die?'' Ricky asked and hold the boys hand. This wasn't the first time he saw a ghost, but everytime he saw a ghost there always were a mission he had to do. The ghost gave him a sweet smile. ''I killed myself, but it doesn't matter now. Why were you crying?''

''Me and my boyfriend broke up, because I was just his second choice. Just like how I am to everyone. Even my own parents. They love my neighbor, Yujin much more'' Ricky said while Ghost listen to him. ''Well I don't think you are the second choice of everybody. There must be someone who will chose you no matter what'' he sat down next to Ricky, who smiled at the ghost

''But enough of me. I never saw a ghost unless they let me and wanted something from me'' Ricky and wanting to hear why the ghost showed himself. ''Well, I don't need anything from you. I just want to be by your side. You seemed like you need it'' The ghost smiled at him again.

''So, if you don't want anything from and just wanted to sit next to me. Does it mean you are an angel, because why would a ghost do that?'' Ricky asked confused. What does the ghost want from him? His soul? ''No, I am not an angel. I am just a ghost really. I don't want anything from you and just want to cheer you up. You seems like the person who deserves a lot of love'' The dead boy holds Ricky hand.

Ricky smiled at the ghost. Nobody ever said that to him. That he looks like he deserves love. They only said he look mean or handsome. So, he felt happy to hear something else then that. But there was one thing Ricky was curious about

''Why did you kill yourself?'' Ricky asked ''I was really depressed, because my parents died, the love of my life couldn't remember me anymore since he had an accident and the chance of him living was small. I just couldn't take it anymore. So, I slept myself in.'' Gyuvin looked forward.

''I am sorry to hear that. Do you want to visit your love'' Ricky asked and only saw Gyuvin shaking his head no. ''No need. I am already next to him and happy that he lives'' Gyuvin turned his head to look at Ricky, who is in shock.

''Y-You are the one my parents told me about. You are Gyuvin, right'' Ricky said in shock and hugged Gyuvin tight. Gyuvin smiled from ear to ear when he heared Ricky say Gyuvin as Qyubing and was happy he remembered him now. Gyuvin nodded and hugged Ricky back.

''I can't believe it is really you. I am sorry for not recognizing you. My parents didn't have a picture of you, but they told me how you treat me and hao-ge told me how I always said that you never made me feel like a second choice'' Ricky said and looked Gyuvin with stars in his eyes.

''Good to hear that, love'' Gyuvin loves Ricky so much and was extremely happy with that Ricky had the stars back in his eyes. He hated to see Ricky so sad these 4 year. ''Ricky, I will take you out'' Gyuvin said and turned into a human. ''How did you do that'' Ricky was so in shock when he saw that Gyuvin could be a human ''I can stay like this for 24 hours for once and then I will go back to heaven and never come back, but let's just enjoy our time''. Gyuvin used his one time power to spend a day with Ricky. Before he had to say goodbye forever

And with that Gyuvin and Ricky spend the next 24 hours together and happy, but you know. Nothing last forever. When 24 hours were over. Gyuvin slowly stared to fade away. ''But, Gyuvin I don't want you to go'' Ricky cried when he saw Gyuvin fading away. ''In our next life, love. We will be together in our next live, I promise'' Gyuvin kissed Ricky head and fades away. Leaving Ricky in tears. ''In our next life, promise'' Ricky whispers

A/N I hope you like this one shot. I felt like making a sad story. And did it work? was it sad enough?