You Fucking Brat!

Love Confession

Izuku's POV:

After yesterday, I can't help but feel more hot around the freak. I mean, I always feel hot around him, cause I absolutely hate him. But lately..I feel a lot hotter around him and I don't know why. It's eating away at me and I don't know what I'm supposed to do? Do I hate him more..? Do I have a crush on that freak..? No- No I can't have a crush on him. I'm not gay. I never will be. I don't like him. I don't like him at all..but maybe I'm lying to myself. Maybe..just maybe I do like him.

I mean, since yesterday, he and I have been kissing quite a lot, and I would be lying if I said I didn't like the way he kissed me. It's so gentle, but it's also passionate and rough at the same time. It stirs something up inside me and I don't know what it is. I'm honestly scared of this feeling..and I'm never scared of anything..

Someone grabbed my waist and nuzzled into my neck. I could tell it was the nerd. You know how? He wears a certain type of cologne, and it's subtle, but just a bit strong as well. I tried to squirm out of his grip, but he kept a tight hold on me.

"Oi freak, we're out in the hallway, get your hands off me!" I kept trying to get out of his grip but to no use.

"Aww..but I like being near you, and you smell nice..it calms me down.." He kept his face buried in my neck, starting to kiss it. It..It tickled, so I started to giggle.

"S-Stop that! It tickles you idiot!" I kept giggling and laughing, which wasn't normal for me.

"You..sound so cute..It's adorable, you know." He started to play with my hair, and I blushed. Not just a little, but a lot.

"Just-Just shut up, you idiot!" I broke out of his grip and ran behind another wall, slumping down it and putting my head on my knees.

Fuck..what is he doing to me..? What is happening? Why do I feel like this?! It feels like my heart is burning whenever I'm near him! I hate it! I hate it so much! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!

I got my phone out of my pockets and started to search my symptoms of why I felt like this. I scrolled and scrolled through different articles till I froze at one.

How To Tell If You're In Love

IN LOVE?! I can't be in love, it's not like me! I can't be in love with him..I'm definitely not..right?
I clicked on the article and started to scroll through it, scanning every single word. After I was done reading the article, I put down my phone and covered my face with my hands.

This can't be..I'm in love with the fucking freak! I..I can't believe it..How am I supposed to tell him though..how? Im scared..people will judge me if I do confess to him..but I have to. I can't deal with these feelings alone. I can't. I feel like I'm going to burst. I feel like I'm going to explode..my heart is beating so fast, and I can't calm it down, no matter now hard I try. I tried taking deep breaths, I tried holding my breath, and I even tried to think about something different..but I couldn't. Why..? Why was this happening to me?

What was he doing to me..god..I don't know. Should I..confess? Should I keep it to myself? What should I do..? Ill..I'll ask Denki..he knows what to do..
I walked over to Denki, tapping him on the shoulder. He turned and raised an eyebrow at me.

"Hey man, what's going on? You look stressed." He pulled out a cigarette and lit it.

"I-I am stressed..I think I'm in love with the freak..and I don't know what to do.." I looked away, sighing as I facepalmed myself.
Denki apparently didn't expect that, and started coughing after choking on the smoke going into his lungs.

"YOU WHAT?! THE FREAK, SERIOUSLY?!" His face was a look of shock and awe, as well as confusion.

"Y-Yea..I think I like him..I read some articles and it seems that what I'm feeling is representative of love.." I blushed a bit, tapping my foot on the floor. It..happens when I'm nervous.
He sighed and put out the cigarette that he was too young to be smoking anyway, looking back at me.

"Listen dude..if you seriously do like him..I think you should confess to him. Put a love letter in his locker and invite him on a date on the rooftop or something, then tell him there dude." He put his hands behind his head, looking up at the ceiling.

"Yea..I'll try..hopefully it works." I sigh as he puts his hand on my shoulder.

"Dude, he's fucking crazy about you, of course he'll say yes. Go get your man!" He smiled at me, patting my shoulder.

I slightly smiled and nodded, walking away and grabbing a piece of paper and a pencil out of my locker. I sat down on the floor and started to write. I felt absolutely stupid with what I wrote, it made me embarrased.

Dear Freak,

I know I've been an absolute asshole to you, but even though I might not be able to change that, I know that I want you. I want you with me, I want you near me. I want to be by you all the fucking time, it's ridiculous. I've tried and tried and tried to put my feelings aside because I didn't know what it was I was feeling, but now I know. I love you, you idiot. Meet me on the rooftop later or I'll beat your ass.
-You Know Who

I put the piece of paper through the locker. After I took a deep breath, I walked up to the rooftop and sat down right beside the door. I closed my eyes, falling asleep while waiting for him.

Some hours passed..slower, slower, and slower. I felt something touch me..so I turned to the side a bit. Something touched me again..I slowly opened my eyes to see none other that the freak himself.

"H-Hey, are you alright? I've been trying to wake you up for a couple minutes now by tapping you. I want to ask..are you actually serious about loving me, and..wanting to be with me..?" He looked at me with a face, full of doubt and concern.

"I..yes, I am serious. I want to be with your whimpy ass, and I can't fucking hold it in any longer..I need you. I need to be near you. I need to be with you, you fucking dork!!" I started tearing up, afraid of what would happen.

The next thing I knew, he tilted my chin up, connecting our lips. We exchanged small but passionate kisses, holding onto each other like our life depended on it. I smiled into the kiss, and so did he. Shortly after, we pulled away.

"I love you, Izuku. I love you so much. I'll never hurt you, I'll never let go of you, ever." He whispered in my ear as I layed on his chest.

I smiled, kissing his cheek and laying on his chest again. I don't know how I came to love this fucking idiot, but I don't care. I have him now, and that's all I need. All I want. Im..happy being near him.

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[Hey guys, hope you like the new chapter! I'll be busy for this week, so I'll try and update, but I cannot promise that I can. Anygays- I hope y'all enjoyed this chapter! Love you all, My Insomniacs!]

-☆Sky☆