Jordene sat on the rug of her bedroom with baby zack in her hands.
"its zack who wants it this way. The way he is going, people are going to be scared to have dealings with me. Left to me, none of this would have happened to you." She turned.
"I cant believe you could stand me being in pain. I know what you'd do if zack ever did as much as crank one bit. The wicked bastard. You'd fall sick and never be able to sleep. But now you don't care that I am in so much pain. Why Jordene? Why is Zack doing that to you? Your fairy-tale, your beautiful life, the extreme happiness you have found with zack, is that what makes you insensitive to my feelings. He shows you no one else can fit into your picture perfect. But is that how you want to be. Is that the person you want to be. Loyalty to zack and villainy to others. Jordene think about God."
She turned to him with a frown. "baby Zack, you whispered something to me and I heard everything. You wont understand, Zack's happiness is all that can matter to me. Zack is our king and you shouldn't have tried coming to us because of your misguided heroism. Afterall what are people going to eat with some sacrifice. Are there options to cooking, are there different kinds of food. food is food and there is how it is cooked. I have a conscience and in case you want to know I am a heroine too. I love people and I care about everyone. Oneday zack would release you. Yes espn, did you know about it?" she said grinning with excitement and still uneasy. "you see on that day we both retire entirely to nature and to gaming." On that day you join others with good food and treatments so that you can be happy too and game. I promise you."
Zack smiled. "I know but its your soul I want Jordene. Your heart."
She hissed and frowned and carried him to his pram and covered him under the bed. "I don't mean to be harsh but if that is it, hypocrisy. I think I am done with talking to you about this. zack is the king and his happiness is all that counts to me. I love zack endlessly and he loves me endlessly. He thinks the world of me and so do I of him. It is a pity you are trying to win my heart. I think you have paid for having those ideas thinking every one needs saving. Now look who needs saving. Zack can never be almost happy. It is a taboo. He has to be very happy extremely happy, empty space natha, do you finally understand."
"I do."
"Good!"
Zack walked in and she went to him and kissed him on the cheek. She took off his suit and hugged him.
"welcome."
"you and baby Zack!"
"Yes!"
"How has he been, hope he did not say anything again to you."
"Umm! He didn't."
"Are you lying to me? why do I get the feeling."
"You cant read souls, leave it to me. zack, I cant wait for espn, so that we can make amends."
"I know and I want you to forget that and relax with me."
"okay." She said and wheeled zack's pram to the door and the maid took him away.
In zack's chambers. Jordene massaged zack's back and zack said to her.
"now seriously did baby zack say anything to you?"
"relax. He did but don't be murderous. He is out of reach now, I don't trust you." She told him everything.
"The poor guy sees a loving cateritan and tries to make a saint out of her. Just like a made a queen out of you. He is looking for his heroine. I have no tolerance for hypocrites just like I punished the serf, I punished our relative who is like him. Baby zack is out of his mind, why does he think we are the way we are. Success is all that matters and fools try to gain a reputation for themselves by making others look bad. Jordene why does baby Zack think we can tolerate that."
"I told him nature is abundant. If and if only you want, everyone would eventually game well."
"why did you tell him that and who told you I want that."
"I don't know you can refuse me anything."
"if he were not a hypocrite I wont but since he is I would refuse that."
Jordene climbed off his back and turned him around to face her lying by his side. "I am a goddess now, able to thrill you beyond this world. We are one body now in two parts. We are happy. None of the things that hurt others happened to us. I am glorious and would soon be very beautiful, lets settle with the hypocrites. They are only afraid of guilt."
"really? Okay if you say so. I wont refuse you anything."
"I know."
He slept off. Jordene recalled the story and smiled. The story she had been writing. she walked to her chambers and brought out the book.
She imagined people knew the implications of asking for their routections. If things didn't work out, they might see tables turned at them. She remembered the main character being made to live on endurance with the front of her body. She chuckled when she imagined zack being happy or tickled that she had sat on his backside. She knew it was a lie and happy it was. But this was not so for the main character. She served the slave boss all her life with no consolation except some sick endurance tickles with the front of her body. The man was on a selfie and couldn't think of being one with anyone. But she Jordene was evil and so powerful. She was afterall the queen and nature in person! Jordene knew she was right in front of zack and not the other way round. If people had done that to her to spite her. she would have hated, loathed and felt nothing but disgust for the beings called human.
