Dhundhe akhiyaan 💘

I never think about her feelings

तू जो नज़रो के सामने कल होगा नही तुझको देखे बिन मैं मर ना जाऊं कहीं
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काट ता हूं लाखों लम्हे कट्टेते नहीं है
साये तेरी यादों के हाथ ते नहीं है
सुख गए हैं आंसू तेरी जुदाई के
पलकों से फिर भी बादल हट्टे नहीं है

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Bondita was crying bitterly On her bed. Bondita who was the reason for the laughter of this mansion is crying, God why. Bundle of joy was now broken

Kisse puchun main yeh maula..
Aisa hota hai kyun..
Kaliyan.....
kyun murjha jaati hai...
Bachpan rota hai kyun...

Bondita's mind was messed up. Bondita was unable to decide anything

Asha- bondu tu theek hai " asked while patting her back to console her

Bondita- nahi main theek nahi hoon " now bondita can't lie anymore. She can't tell anyone anymore that she is fine. She is not fine at all . Panick attack, nightmares , anxiety and fear of losing someone was normal for bondita

Akeli mayi ri
Akeli mayi ri
Hui kyun akeli mayi ri
Saheli mayi ri
Saheli mayi ri
Dukho ki saheli mayi ri

Everyone thinks that bondita is fine but really she is

Asha- bondu tujhe anirudh daa ko maaf kar Dena chahiye " advised her

Bondita- kyun ... Tu jaanti hai mujh pe kya beeti hai....
Jab mere haatho Main khilone hone chahiye the tab mere haatho Mai Ghar ki Bahu zimmedariya aa gayi....
Arre Mai. Toh khud ek zimmedari hoon kisiki....
Jab bachpan ko jeena tha tab yeh chula chokha pakda diya ... Kyun
Mehfil Mai rehkar akeli hoon Mai asha...
Akeli hai bondita....
Koi kehta kushal bahu banaunga tumhe main...
Koi kehta tumhe main barrister Babu banaunga....
Aarre Mai bass 10 saal ki thi jab mujhe yeh chula chokha pakda diya tha " says and cry bitterly

Bartanon se khelna tha..
Gudiyon se bolna tha ..
Chup si hogayi kyun mayi ri...
Kagazo ki kashtiyon main bachpane ko terna tha
Gham main kho gayi
Kyun mayi ri...