My college life started one week ago. I realized I was left behind. People around me have improved, but I'm still the same. I really regret it. It is so upsetting.
When I was in the first semester, I worked hard. Because I didn't want to be embarrassed when studying on campus. I used to write a diary every day. Thinking in English and speaking with myself was my routine. Went to bed at 12 pm, because I wanted to study more and more. Even so, the reality isn't the same as what I wanted. still online
I am so disappointed, stressed, and don't know what I should do. I became lazier day by day. Overslept, and watched a movie every day. I haven't walked around anymore. I gained weight.
In the second semester, I did it badly. lack concentration. I messed up my work and assignments. I was dumb, very dumb. I blamed the condition. Before having a holiday, I promised myself to do well and work well, but I WAS A LAZY PERSON.
Now, I'm in my third semester. There are many difficult subjects. I am at the next level, but I haven't levelled up yet. I should train myself better than before. Okay, nice to write a diary again, even though it's not in my diary because I want to learn grammar.
See you, my lovely self.
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