Letters to the feelings I wish I never had

Disgust

Damn you bring out a side of me

You harden my heart

You poison my brain

You cloud my vision

I still don't understand

How something I once thought was beautiful

Looks like trash in my eyes today

So beauty and love is just perception?

And no one really has one personality

Because the way that person is looking at you right now

Is totally different from the way I do

And is totally different from the way others do

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Honestly don't like it