I was changing earlier and caught my reflection in the mirror for the first time in a while... have I really let myself go? where did all this jiggle come from? I swear I fit these jeans just fine only last week ..
so this is embarrassing.. Ive gained about 20 pounds since I've last updated, my clothes barely fit and it's all my fault. Ive hardly stopped eating over the last few weeks. My stomach is spilling more and more into my lap. it's becoming bigger and bigger, my pants are getting tighter... and tighter... I have to unbutton them just to breathe. I am very scared to go home and be judged by my diet mother. I know I've gained quite a bit by now but, I'm still not fat!! Maybe she won't notice? I was invited to the Beach later, but my swimming costume is a lot smaller than it was.
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Do you think it's still alright to wear in public? I need to know soon
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