Hospital For Souls

Ch. 2 Dreams

I just want to cry. I lay down and pass out. I wake up, my mind is foggy. My eyes are blurry. My body is numb. The sky is purple. Orange clouds, pink and cotton candy blue colors sneak through the sky. Everything is coming to an end. Slowly. There's still little time, but no one looks at the clock. Living in the moment. Laughing, loving. In those moments, hours, nothing matters. It's the end.

Feeling is a beautiful thing. A painful thing. It's everything. I don't want to have to worry, to want to cry, to leave to be happy, to want to love, I don't want it to be so hard to live. I don't want to feel anything. But then I only feel bad things. I can't leave them. I just want to run. I just want to hide.

But here. Fear. It was something that I didn't have to worry about here. In my dreams. There was no pain, no hurt. A place I could run at my own pace. I didn't have too much to ask for. As well as asking for everything at the same time. I could just float. Float through the clouds. A golden color filled the space above as I drifted through the clouds of white, and baby blue that were painted throughout everywhere else down until my eyes ran into the cities below. The painted clouds and colors blended and moved slowly, as everything seemed to fall. Little rectangle canvases broke apart from the sky, I was weightless here. I still didn't have anyone though, all alone I remained. It was moments like these when I thought to myself that the golden isn't silence. I had no thoughts, I had no worries. The bad feelings went away. All the happy endings in stories were here to stay. But only until I woke up. It felt ridiculous. When I wake up, I seem to believe that everything will stay this way before waking up. It's when I realize that it doesn't, that I know I'm now awake. As it's been said, nothing gold can stay.

The alarm at Kellin's side rang loudly and repeatedly for what felt like forever to Kellin.

~~~author's note~~~
Okay, so this chapter was really just this heaven like dream that Kellin has in the sky. It's not that interesting, and the only significance it has to the story is that she wants to get away and that she's happy in her dreams and then realizes that it will never stay. And I know it was kinda short. Hopefully the next chapter makes up for it.
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