Room 60 // hyunlix

8.

Have you ever wondered what a perfect family looks like? Yeah i mean, two parents and a child, right?

The child, the miracle of anyone's life, the sacred little wonder that has to be protected from the dangerous world by it's loving parents.
And believe it or not, up to some point, my life did look like that. But only for a while.

Sometimes i wish i'd never been born, maybe that would be better for everyone, because in the end, everything is my fault.

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Hyunjin woke up to an alarm blasting through his dorm, the noise practically drilling his head from all the sides, making him stand up to turn it off.

"Fucking sick of all this shit" said Hyunjin rubbing his eyes from the sleep, while going through the dorm full of things that were laying on the floor and blocking every path possible.

It was the morning after Felix came to do the art project.

23 of september.

A day hyunjin hated with all his might but not because of it's meaning, but because every year he would have to spend it with his father.

Hyunjin made his way to the bathroom to get ready and had time to light a cigarette while looking for the right clothes, which he wore only on this day every year, in the back of his closet and put them on, putting the cigarette out.

The buzzing of his phone from all the missed calls was slowly killing him when the time to leave was getting closer, so he just shut it off and left the dorm.

Hyunjin went to the nearest bus station and took the first bus making his way to the destination and then walked the rest up the mountain

"Get in" said a man in sunglasses in a black car that was passing by, not even looking at the raven boy.

Hyunjin just ignored the man and continued walking

"Suit yourself, ungrateful kid" said the man speeding up and leaving hyunjin behind

Hyunjin just scoffed and kicked some streetlight that was on the way, out of anger. And only later on, held onto his foot realising how much it actually hurt.

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The place was pretty.

 Hyunjin always thought that, though he did find it quite ridiculous being at a place so green like that, dressed fully in black.

The memorial park was really big and spacious, when hyunjin was little he used to be scared of it whenever he and his mom visited grandma. But now that he was visiting both of them he grew fond of the place.

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23rd of september was the day hyunjin's mom died in a car accident while trying to save little 10 year old hyunjin, who came out on the road while following his toy car, clueless of the cars speeding towards him, that moments later took his mom's life and his happiness away. 

Hyunjin loved his mom deeply and as he grew they were inseparable, hyunjin was never close to his father. He was a narrow minded man who only cared about success and money that was made from his company but, nevertheless always tried to keep a good relationship with him and sometimes it worked and his father would even come to his football games to cheer him on.