I was born in Bucharest Romania in the Pontic step region of the steppes, this included Romania, Russia, chechnya, is the crossover area between Central Asia and Europe. That being said, I was born on the West End of the Pontic step region, but had other Pontic step and caucus mountain ethnicities, and me as well. The one thing I know is that they were who they were before the three great religions that they were shamanic, in the religion, which would be anything from paganism it is what it is. That's where I was born was crossroads between Asia and Europe. That being said, I have learned a lot about myself over the past 35 years my birth was not a very graceful birth, as it was a war zone that I was born in. I am still healing from this shit show 35 years ago, and I still feel the effects of PTSD from the Warzone that I was born in which was called Romania when I realize that I can do something about this through crystals not just taking medication or self medicating, but also by using crystals another means of the new stuff that I find that would help a lot more and would have less side effects the medication. Also, I find that you're able to break your own fever which I will mention later!
When I was born, it was a tumultuous time in my native Romania. That being said, I was not really enthused when I heard about my origins being in Romania. When I was a young kid in fact, I was pretty disturbed by the whole deal now I know why I hated balloons popping. Still do hate balloons popping, as well as I Have decided to go on a journey. That has taken me from my childhood home to a group home where I am able to express my spiritual status as a shaman. It's very unusual to tell you how that is. You are supposed to be very gifted you're supposed to be able to go through life and death situation, particularly when I was a baby I was in life and death all the time. That was my appointment, or my summoning to be a shaman!
According to my parents, I was left for dad and was tortured by Islamist. That being said like Isis, and those jerks! The fact that I had that life and death near death experience had helped me a lot, but also was detrimental to my mental health, but was going to be the basis of me. I don't know how to say this, but to become more healed afterwards. As I was going to write a dream, general called the spirit world as well as I've been Doing things that don't involve pills! I try to avoid medication at the most part even if it's a Tylenol but sometimes that doesn't hurt from time and time but this is basically my healing journey, which has been my past 35 years in my life. The 35 years of my life have been very tumultuous and very hard to deal with at times. I am very glad to have made it to 35. And now going onto 36. that being said, that is a very big accomplishment for someone who has had PTSD, Asperger and ADHD. Most people with those conditions don't make it to 35 because of bullying bully side, and other horrible things that people do to others or to themselves. That being said fact that I made it to 35 was very interesting!
Have also gone through life altering moments. I will tell you more about those later on where I have whether they have either tried to break me or make me. Usually these common in the form of the common cold. Which is like microdose Ing on LSD without the LSD part which if you get my draft you are Literally three seeds to the wind! I will tell you more about that later but also I will be telling about how I lost my mother how I am healing from that as well as from my PTSD and from what my stupid idiot brother had done to me in the first place, two years ago I believe it was, and I was not very happy about that, but will be this is basically crawling, logically saying about my healing journey, both in the health world as well as in the world of shamanism! I am part indigenous so Iberian that being said I am more of the Siberian Mongolia shamanism. Usually there's a lot of controversy with that but they're practically saying that they help with trying to heal people with crystals and trans and stuff. I can get into a trance without any aid of drugs or hallucinogens. That being said, I'm also a clairvoyant psychic, and an empath, also, I am a star seed which is a shaman, whose spirit has made it to the earth from extraterrestrial origins, as well as I'm an indigo, which is a shaman who cares about justice. If you're ever interested in more about who I am, this is basically who I am!
I am not ACAB, nor do I believe in such nonsense. Also, I don't believe in starting up trouble because that's how PTSD starts in the first place is by other peoples ignorance. This is basically how I had a survive from my experience with other peoples ignorance, as well as tragic circumstances that caused my mothers, death and more ignorance on my brother part!
The one thing I will tell you is, that is so Iberian and Mongolian shamanism is the idea that you can have as many spirit guys and spirit animals that'll make you a more powerful healer. I'll tell you how I was able to heal myself from a certain cold. That was a pain in my ass that's just one grain of sand, the other will be about how I am healing from my mental traumas from my mother's death as well as what my shithead brother did! This took a lot of guts to write this book to say what really happened. So it's very important for me that I have you to embark on this journey with me because I know I'm not the only one that has a marked on this journey and I don't want you to feel alone either!
When I realize that I've been given certain abilities, particularly writing, and reading, I'm deciding to relay this info about my problems in an honest way! I hope you can draw strength from my journey!
My interests:
Spooky kid subculture, polygraph examiner, creepypasta, YouTubing, TATTOO, PIERCINGS, Writing, photography, art, hand pan, ufo, paranormal, shamanism, forensic science, FBI history, ASTRONOMY, ASTROPHYSICS, nature, crystals, new age, alternative folk, READING, make up, beauty, feminism, food, my boyfriend, sleeping, walking, Netflix, Tubi, and YouTube, Disney +, Sirenhead, CREEPYPASTA, TRUE CRIME, non violence, spirituality, meditation, lucid dreaming, nature photography, basketball, baseball, and hockey, I also like making friends, psychology, IMVU, second life, video games, self modeling, social media, retro social media, trick or treating, law, law enforcement!
Music:
Surreal in e (myself), limp bizikt, Slipknot, korn, Marylyn Manson, otep, ethereal in e, offspring, disturbed, pantra, peaches, Perty - the virtual singer, Peter Schiller, rem, radio head, deftones, our lady peace, 3 doors down, Metallica, green day, transplants, Dolly Parton, missy Elliot, Eve, lardi b, the roots, hand pan music, b-52s, 90's music!
Movies:
Devotion, karate kid, saw, hostels, would you rather, the exorcist orginal, 7 year in Tibet, Chinese historical dramas, dumpling, moxie, wind talkers, j Edgar, flight/ united 93, chucky, Freddy, Jason, the orginal mean girls, wonka, feds, johnnie Gibbs FBI, the x-files movies, night mare before Christmas, Tim Burton, Quentin Tarantino, re- animators, night shift, dalmer, home alone series, Star Trek, Star Wars, hamburger hill, Batman any of them, kill bill the first, freedom writers, and snakes on a plane, lord of the rings
Tv shows:
FBI files, x-files, killer instinct, forensic files, new detectives, dr, gm medical examiner, Star Trek (all), Picard, beeves and butthead, Daria, cobra Kai, greys anatomy, all cop shows, new Amsterdam, swat, rookie blue, simpsons, sailor moon, extraordinary attorney woo, Vincenzo, desperate housewives, American horror story, xena, Hercules, sinbad, 6 feet under, dexter, legal dramas, k dramas
Books (thengood part):
Lord of the rings, Harry Potter, hobbit, FBI books, 50 shades of grey trilogy, silverwing trilogy, drowning (Tj Newman), falling (Tj Newman), the stand, my sisters keeper, Star Trek, hamlet, Macbeth, birthdays for the dead, confessions of a medical examiner, confessions of a yakuza, it, nightmares and dream scapes, Arabian nights, Frankenstein, Dracula, dr. Jackal Mr. Hyde, grims fairy tales, Tom Clancy, new age, graphic novels (non manga), chicken soup for the teenage soul series, teen ink, million little pieces, astronomy, stargazing, reds untold tale!
Heroes:
Alternative people, J. Edgar Hoover, my aunt, my friends, various Writers, ethereal in e, peace loving people, Bruce lee, Quentin Tarantino! Trevor Henderson, Sirenhead
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Modern shaman
Non-FictionI will tell you one thing is that I have had some spiritual things that has happened to me that are not of the Western world. That they would not understand. This is shamanism! It is very very important just as much as the work a doctor does, but o...
