Under the lights and behind his hands

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4/4

*Steve's POV*

*9:20 pm*

I haven't seen her all day. Work has been getting longer and longer. 

"Y/n I'm home!"

I hang my coat on the hanger. I kick my shoes off before heading to the kitchen to wash my hands. No dinner? At least I ate something before I got here. 

"Y/n? Where are you?"

I shout. I go to our bedroom but find it empty. What? What is going on? I wonder around a bit more. I find the bathroom door closed.

"You in there?"

No response. I knock over and over. There is not a single noise in the house besides me. 

"I'm coming in."

I take a deep breath and open the door. 

"What are you doing on the floor?"

Her blood covers the bathroom floor. She hit her head pretty hard off the toilet seat. 

"You okay Y/n?"

Her arms are cut pretty badly. Her throat included. She did this while I was at work.

"Get up baby. We should probably get to bed."

Hm wonder what led to this. I take her clothes off before putting her in the shower. I clean the bathroom floor until all the red is gone and it is back to white. I turn off the shower and pull her out. I take her to my bedroom.

"Well, do you regret it? You think this was a good idea?"

I ask her as I finish moisturizing her body.

"I'm sorry about Mystic but everyone dies. You promised me you got over it."

I wrap her in her usual pink robe. I wrap her arms with bandages in case they start to bleed again. 

"Well, my day at work was of course stressful. I hated it."

I tuck in her the sheets. 

"I'm going to take a shower. Don't move."

*10:20 pm*

I put my underwear and socks on before getting in bed with her. 

"Your skin is so soft. You smell great to."

I smile and kiss her cheek.

"Goodnight, Y/n. I love you."

I get lay on top of her and slowly fall asleep. Her skin colder than bricks left in snow. 

"Why would you do this?! I fucking hate you! You promised me this wouldn't happen! Why!"

I say getting off of her. 

"Why did you do this? I thought everything was great... I-I.... You fucking set my soul on fire."

I get on top of her and place my hand on the back of her head. I pick it up.

"You said you loved me... I love you so much Y/n why did you do this?"

I kiss her lips as I cry. Suddenly I hear shouting and screaming. I hold my ears to drown out the noise. Who is calling my name?

"Police! Open the door! We have your house surrounded."

My house? For what?"

"You did this... Why did you do this to me? If you didn't love me, why didn't you just say that."

My heart breaks into billions of pieces. My head pounds while my heart explodes. 

"You lied to me after everything. I forgive you for it. I'd kill myself to."

I leave the bedroom. I listen to the police shout over and over. I grab a knife from the kitchen and return to our bedroom.

"We can truly be together one last time."

I open her robe. I stick the knife in her chest and begin to cut. I attempt to carve a large hole in her chest. I finally get a huge chunk of her skin out. I reach my hand it and feel around for her heart. I rip it out of her chest. 

"It's so warm. Feels great to hold."

I let my tongue taste the blood on her heart. 

"You taste amazing. I loved how you looked. How you felt. How you treated me."

I can't believe it's over. Nothing could've prepared me.

"I love you Y/n."

I begin to nibble at her heart. The bites get bigger as time goes by. Soon my hands are drenched in her blood and the heart is gone. I go over to her body. I get on top of her. I dig my teeth in her neck before pulling back. Her blood and skin stuck in my teeth. As I start ripping her face and body apart, something hot hits my head. I get knocked off the bed. I feel my head... I was shot. I get off the carpet floor and back to the bed. I lay on her bare chest as my head bleeds out. 

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