Ambiguous(K.T.Hx Iu, Finnished)

Chapter 14

Striding towards the school gates, I saw Jimin playing with the bag of candies; this felt like a dream, a gentle comfort."Hey why aren't you going home? It's too late." I grinned as my expressions softens slightly."I said I couldn't leave a lady walking home at this hour." Jimin smiled."You sound so antique." I laughed."Glade I can cheer you up, though I am not the best at being humorous, you know what else can cheer you up besides my two dollar jokes?""What? Those candies?""Bingo! These sweet angles it is." Jimin sang as he shakes the bag of candies infront of me. "Thanks!" I said as I grabbed a piece of chocolate."You know we won these candies together." Jimin said as he grabbed a another piece of chocolate."Yummy~" Jimin and I exhaled loudly.

We noticed our harmony and laughed together."You know it's such a comfort and honor to have you beside me at this moment." I whispered."I know that your unhappiness came from me, so there is nothing to be thankful of." Jimin added.I stared at him with confusion; it's like he can read through my heart.

"I also know you see me only as a friend and I know I couldn't ask for anything more."The atmosphere was quite low at this moment."Wait, you didn't stalk me didn't you?" I joked."Of course not! I've been secretly studying psychology, so never will you lie in front of me because I can see through your brain and your heart.""Now that sounds scary. But kinda cool at the same time."

We walked silently for a while."Thanks Jieun, tonight was the best present that I have ever received, I'll miss it." Jimin turned to me and gently thanked."Hey, it's not like this is the last time you'll ever have fun." I said with confusion."I'll have fun of course, but this might be the last time I can have fun with you..." Jimin mumbled."We are friends aren't we? Why do you say that?""Ummm... It's just that my parents forced me to fly overseas and possibly not coming back.""Huh?" I thought for second and added, "Dummy, you can come back with a ticket anytime during your school holidays. Don't speak like it's your last few months here.""To correct you, it's actually only a few weeks in till I leave." Jimin sighed."Isn't there is still quite a long time in till the break ends, why so fast?" I quizzed."My parents want me to arrive earlier, they said I should get familiar with the language first." "That's bad news.""Well they are already there now, their just waiting for me since I wanted to stay here as long as possible."A thought suddenly came to me as I said:" Hey dude, why don't I drop you off at the airport?" "Your not old enough to get driving licence yet." Jimin smiled."Well there is this thing called taxi you know...""Wouldn't it be too complicated?""That's what friends are for. And I assume I can't see you for a long time after you leave."Jimin paused for a second as he started to tear up and chirped:" I'm honestly so touched by you, I don't really know what to say. Thanks.""What an emotional boi~" I laughed as I patted his head.

We walked and hummed songs together in till we reached my house. "I'll drop you off at the airport okay! Promise?" I asked."Promise, I'll tell you the date through phone.""Okay. Be careful on your way home!""See you then~""See you~"

The door was left open purposely for me, I locked the door as I entered. When I peeked inside the living room I saw my mum lying on the sofa -sleeping- I gently let out a chuckle as I went upstairs and got her a mini blanket. Gently tapping on her shoulder, her eye lids half opened as she says:" Your back honey, how was tonight?""Shhhh, I woke you up cause I don't want you worrying okay? You should take better care of yourself okay? Your an adult now, so remember to lock the door when your alone. It's too dangerous....." I said that as gently as I could, and just when I wanted to continue ranting I saw my mum has already gone back to sleep.

I went upstairs to organize myself, took a shower and slipped off my accessories. I guess I do have a reason for grouping up with Jimin after all. Wondering off in my mind as I fell asleep listening to music; a night fulled with dreams.

'Stuck' in my room for the next few days, worrying about Jungkook. I texted him and texted him over and over again, not only does he not reply he also ignored all of my messages. I leaned on the edge of my desk as I stared into the 'sent but unread messages'. This made me want to withdraw all my messages in a flick, but it's complicated so I slid my phone across my desk and grabbed a book; devouring it as I drew away from reality.

A knock kicked me back to reality, I gazed towards the door as I see my mum with a little frown on her face."Girl, you haven't left the house for almost a week. Don't you feel bored?" My mum questioned."Of course not mum, I just don't see the point of going out without a reason." I grumbled."But it's unhealthy though.""How is staying at home and studying considered unhealthy now?""But you need to socialize as well," My mum said as she yawned and continues, "Wait where is that boy called Jungkook？Why don't you hangout with him?"I buried my head in my pillow as I say:" I don't know where he is anyways, sounds like I care about him a LOT."

"You do though..." She whined."Mom!" I whined back with a sigh."What about that boy that performed with you before.""Oh please, he is probably busy packing his stuff right now." I paused and add,"Just so you know, I'm taking him to the airport next week." "Ok, how are you taking him to the airport without a licence?" She gently pulled me up as she asked."By Taxi of course, I mean I'm his friend. You better not say anything ok?""Okiee. Remember to work hard then!" She cheered as she pulled the door behind her.

Few days passed by, right now I'm sitting in a taxi as I fidget with my phone. A gazed up as I saw Jimin waving towards me, I pushed a door open as he jumped in the car. I handed him an earphone while he settled down."Excited to go?" "Not really, my English isn't even as half as good as yours." Jimin chuckled"Thanks for saying that. You can always ask me when you'er confused in America, around English of course. I'm probably not the best, but I'll help as much as I can.""For real?""Yeah, but your English is probably going to be way better than mine within two years, so you'll probably need to answer my questions soon Mr Jimin."

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Reading all of this just brings me back to a place of nostalgia, I feel so grateful for all of you who've joined me on this long journey and I'm indeed sorry for not uploading in 5 years. And when I was writing this story, I was just a young girl dreaming for the day to find her "True love", however. Now, having had my fair share of experiencing the romantic life, I realise that love and relationships aren't as easy as I thought they were going to be. So I am curious: can you actually be friends with your exes? Because I know I struggle to, and it just makes my heart itch a bit when I see them; in real life and online. Maybe time will do the magic trick?