Dont Make Promises You Can't Keep (Ashley Purdy story)

Never Let Me Go

A/N im sorry this took so long, and it may not be very good, but injoy.- Tiana

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Ashley’s POV

“Ashley? Oi earth calling Purdy” I snapped out of my daydream and looked up at Andy. “Yeah sorry” I was at Andy’s place, sitting with my arms over my bass, Andy was talking about the new album. I was so out of it, all I could think of was Amber, a week had past since I tattooed Amber and a week since she stoped talking to me. I didn’t understand why, she just stoped texting, and answer my calls. I haven’t seen her at all either. I was starting to worry, maybe something happened. No CC would of said something. “Ashley!?” I stood up, placed my bass the stand, “I have to go. I’m sorry” I grabbed my keys and got into my car. I need to know why Amber is ignoring me, if she hates me, fuck I hope she doesn’t hate me. I should never have gone a tattooed her. ARGH I’m such and idiot.

It was raining really heavily, I could hardly see where I was driving. My mine was racing about Amber, this was probably not a very good idea. I kept driving then out of nowhere a bright light pierced through the windscreen, every thing went so fast and I was slowly consumed my darkness.

Amber’s POV

“Yes Sammi, I’m sorry. I’m coming right now” I hung up before I could get yelled out again. I was meant to be at the shoot and hour ago, but I got so drunk last night, I slept in. I grabbed my keys, quickly checked my hair and make up. I was wearing black skinny jeans, a tights black, long sleave shirt, with a brown leather jacket over the top. I shoved my bag over my shoulder, locked the door and ran through the rain to my car. Holly crap, its cold out there. in this ran I’m going to be even more late. Fuck! I pulled my phone from my bag, went to my contact, the first one I was ‘Ashley’ I don’t know why but I have been ignoring him, I just think we need some time. After the tattoo I realised that I really would let him do anything to me and I really didn’t give a shit.

I was falling in love with him, uncontrollably. I don’t know why I’m backing off. I don’t know why I have been ignoring him if I was in love with him but I am. I am just scared that he doesn’t feel the same or he is just using me, but he has still been calling, and he still has been texting me. Argh shit! I don’t know, shit what was I doing.. oh yeah calling Sammi.

“Hey Sammi”

“Amber? Yeah where are you”

“I’m in my car just driving. But this weather..”

“Yeah I know.. be careful ok”

“I’ll be there as soon as I can”

“Be safe” and with that the line went dead. As I was putting my phone down, my attention was drawn to the sound of sirens and flashing red lights. I slowed down to see what was going on and saw what looked like Ashley’s car.. Holly crap! It is Ashley’s car. I pushed my foot down on the brakes, jumped out of my car and ran to where people where pulling Ashley out of his car “ASHEY!” I yelled, someone noticed me and took my hand. I roughly pulled my hand back, and tried to get to Ash but the person grabbed me again. “Will you fuck off!!” that was when I saw him, he had blood coming from his head, and lip. Something broke inside me, I couldn’t stand seeing him hurt. I didn’t want to see him hurt, “Mrs please. Calm down” I heard what she was saying but I couldn’t get any words out to reply. 

“Come on Mrs you can ride with him” She took my hand again, pulling me towards the ambulance that Ash was in. “My car?” I looked at the girl, she just noded “We will take care of it, Just go” I was not going to argue with her, I jumped in the back of the ambulance. There was 4 people in the back, me, Ash and two medics. I sat next to Ashley and took his hand. He was so cold. “Is he going to be ok?” I asked. I looked up at one of the medics, “We wont know until he gets to the hospital. But he should be ok” I let out a breath, pulled his hand to me lips and kissed it. “My names Andrew by the way. Can you tell us anything about him” he asked putting a blanket over my shoulders, my eyes still fixed on Ashley I told Andrew all I knew about him. Like age, blood type, next of kin. All that kind of stuff.

We finally got to the hospital, Ash was taken to surgery and I was left in the waiting room. I was pacing the room when my phone rang, it was Sammi. Oh shit I forgot to call her.

“AMBER WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU!!??!!”

“Sammi please calm down” I mumbled through my tears

“Oh my god what happed?”

“It- its Ashley.. he wa-as in an crash and-“ I couldn’t hold back the tears any longer “Sammi they wont let me see him”

“Shh, shh. I’ll call the others and we will be there as soon as we can. Go get some water, sit down and try calm down”

“Thank you Sammi. I don’t know what I would do with out you” Then I ended the call.

Clam. Calm. Keep calm. Was the only thing I was trying to think of but it wast working. I was anything but calm; I was pacing up and down the waiting room. I know Sammi said to sit down, but I couldn’t. I was so worried about Ashley, no one has told me anything and I feel like I’ve been waiting for hours. I hope to god he is ok, what the fuck was he doing driving in this weather…. But then again I was two. Where was he going? I thought he was meant to be with the band working on the album. Why would be going that way. Maybe he was coming to see you dick head. No, no way. Why would he do that? Maybe because he has feelings for you, maybe he wants to know why you haven’t been talking to him, or ma- “Miss Spark?” I stoped dead in my tracks, and looked where the voice cam from “Yes. What’s happening? Is Ashley ok?” I asked. “He’s in a stable condition, but Mr Purdy is still unconscious” I was taking in ever word, but not completely understanding. “Can I see him?” I mumbled. “Yes, he is in room 215”

That was all I need, I went straight to the room. I slowly opened the door and instantly felt tears in running down my cheeks. Ashley was laying there, motionless, his face was so pale, his lips weren’t the normal pink colour. Seeing him like this was breaking my heart in to many pierces. He looked so lifeless. I slowly got closer to him, I got to the side of his bed and took his hand. It was so cold, I puled a up a chair and sat down still holding his hand. “Ashley please, please don’t leave me” I whispered. Tears still falling from my eyes, “I really don’t want to lose you”

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