Dont Make Promises You Can't Keep (Ashley Purdy story)

Aftermath

A/N you guys are amzing <3 over 50 reads yay. So next chapter. I may not update for a while because i haven't writen that much more. I will update if i get to 150 reads and 10 votes. Feels kinda bad asking for that -_- Well injoy this chapter XD - Tiana

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Ashleys POV

BOOM BOOM BOOM, was all I could hear. BOOM BOOM BOOM. It wouldn’t stop. BOOM BOOM BOOM. Argh. My head feels like it’s going to explode. I will never drink again. Yeah heard that one before.  I opened my eyes and let the bright light in. ARGH why did I do that? “Fuck” I mumbled. Coursing someone to move and pulled the covers from me. WHAT THE HELL? I was scared to look who it was. I hope to god it’s not Amber. I slowly turned my head, and saw long brown hair covering a tan, naked back. OH SHIT! I pushed my self off the bed a little and saw her face, he flawless face. Even first thing in the morning she was beautiful, her hair was just covering one of her big brown eyes. Her lips where slightly apart, pulling the air into her lungs. She was beautiful. How much I wanted to go back to sleep next to her, I knew I couldn’t. CC would kill me if he found out I slept with Amber, and anyway I don’t do the morning after. It’s just not me, but I wanted to be the first thing she sees when she wakes up. Snap out of it Ash! I shook my head knocking me back to reality, witch was get out of there. NOW!

I crawled out of the bed, pulled my pants back on. Just as I was about to walk out of the room, I turned on my hells and kissed Amber’s cheek. I smiled at this beautiful girl, that I just slept with but knowing no one can ever find out sucked little. Wait, what? I pushed the thought to the back of my mind and got the hell out of there. I shut the door behind me and headed to the kitchen. I know Andy’s place like the back of my hand, every little detail. So I know where he keeps the strong painkillers. Oh they work so well, that’s why Andy and I never feel hangover. All the guys think we are some freaks of nature, when really we just have good drugs to fix us up. I chuckled at my own thoughts; it sent a rush of pain to my head. ARGH. I walked into the kitchen, there was stuff EVERYWHERE. Bottles, cans, smashed glass, about 200 half smoked cigarettes. Oh god it’s going to be fun cleaning this shit up. I don’t even want to think about it, it hurts my head. 

I walked around all the crap and made my way to where Andy keeps the good drugs. If I tod you I have to kill you *insert winky face* I got a glass of water, 2 of the pills and swallowed them. They usually take about 10 minuets to kick in. Cause I’m such a good friend, I grabbed water and the pills, and took them to Andy’s room.  He looked like a starfish, his arms and legs spread out over his bed. Oh I wish I had my phone with me right now would have been the perfect photo. “Oi dickhead get up” I wasn’t going to yell, but I wasn’t really quiet. He moaned a little, “Andy get the fuck up” I raised my voice a little. Still nothing. Ok Mr be that why then. “Oi Andy Juliet is here and she needs your help in the shower” his eye opened immediately. “What!” He said staring at me. “Nothing” I mumbled. I could tell his head was hurting, and if it was hurting as much as mine was then he will need these. I put the glass of water down and handed him the box. “Thank god for these ay” he didn’t reply, just through the pills down his throat. 

About ten minuets later, I was feeling human again and so was Andy. I was sitting at the end of his bed drinking coffee, not talking just sitting there in silence. There’s one of the things I love about him, we can just sit nothing need to be said, and its doesn’t feel awkward. I’ve known Andy for a long time now, and I think I can safely say out of all the guys we are the closet. I know everything about Andy and he knows everything about me, that’s why I have to tell him about what happened with me and Amber last night. “Hey, mate” I said breaking the silence, he looked up at me “So I need to tell you something, but you can’t tell anyone especially CC” I saw the look on Andy’s face and I knew he knew. “You fucked her didn’t you?” there was no point saying no, I cant lie to him. “You’re so screwed” he mumbled, “oh thanks” Andy chuckled, then his headshot up. “Does she remember? I mean she was rather smashed last night. Maybe she doesn’t remember” I hadn’t thought about that. If I was lucky she doesn’t, things would be so easy if she doesn’t remember. It would be nice if she remembered how I rocked her world, yeah if you haven’t guessed I do remember what happened. Not in graphic detail but I do know the basics. She is one amazing girl.

You wouldn’t know unless you’ve seen all of her but she has the BVB star just under where her undies sit. She has it because of CC, and she never wanted to forget him. What I got from our little talk about it, she loved CC more then anything and she is always worrying about losing him for some reason. Don’t ask me why, I was kind of pre-occupied by the sexy as fuck girl standing naked in front of me. She was so drunk, shit did I take advantage of her. Oh god. Now I feel bad. Shit Ashley what have you done. “Ash?” I snapped my head up so I was looking at Andy, “Where did you go just then?” He asked, can’t get away with anything around Andy. “What if she doesn’t remember, yeah it would be good, but if she doesn’t. That means she was so drunk she can’t remember. If she was that drunk then really she wasn’t aware of what was going on. I don’t want to think I took advantage her. I couldn’t handle that” I put hands on my head, “Ashley, why does this mean so much to you? Why do you all of a sudden care if you took advantage, you do it all the time”  

Yeah Ash, why do you care so much? Maybe because she’s CC’s best friend. He would kill me if he ever found out what I did. I don’t want to lose a good friend over some girl, but she’s not just ‘some girl. “I don’t know. I want her to remember, so I know I didn’t take advantage. But if she does then she will have to lie to CC as well. I don’t know if I could ask that of her, fuck I’m in shit” what the fuck is happing to me? “Oi, Ash. Listen, if she doesn’t then you don’t have to worry about her lying or worry about CC taking away your manhood, but is she does then you know you have done nothing wrong, you were both drunk so for all you know she may have been the one pushing you” Andy can be a real dickhead and make really crazy and out there choices, but he is really good with advise giving. He was right, there were positives and negatives to both outcomes. I just need to know if she remembers. “Thanks bro” He gave me a small smile, and I think he was about to say something when the door was pushed open.

“What the fuck happened last night?”