Professor | Jungkook FF

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Joy Pov :

It's been 3 months since jungkook left . And its like 30 years for me. I know I have done many bad deeds behind his back but I can't deny the fact that I love him . I love him alot.  I love him so much that I will do anything for him except leaving , maybe I am selfish in this case .  But since he has left and he met his daughter he changed. At first month he was all the same jungkook calling me twice a day but after that month he changed no we changed. He use to get annoyed easily.  He started to call me less and he only called me twice or thrice a week.  It was me who use to call him.  He use to cut our conversations short saying he have to spend time with Amy or he is busy in settling a new branch of his company or teaching.  I t ws making me really annoyed. I was feeling low . I know he have to fuck yn for a child to save his daughter and i accepted it atleast I am not a monster who will make a innocent life suffer that's why when I get to know his daughters condition i told him to go at first he was not wanting to go . But I told him go for the innocent life. But now I think like he is slowly forgetting me I am afraid that he will leave me and fall in love with yn . I am afraid of losing him I love him alot . I have hurted him alot many times but always he sort it out . He was the best man anyone could get . And this is the reason now why I am getting jealous. I am getting jealous of yn . Beacuse she got all of it which I should have in first place o know he may have developed a soft corner for her in his heart but I know he doesn't love her. I am hella jealous from her. I always wished to have a beautiful family with jungkook but unfortunately I didn't get that title. 7 years ago he proposed me for marriage it was 2 years since we were dating. I refused I said we will do it in tye future as my career will he at risk so we continued our relationship in secret hidden from world. His family always hated me due to my profession. Because really once I was a porn star . But the sad part is they never agreed to me and his marriage they hated me . But still I remained silent.  Then they forced him to marry someone to make me out his life .but he was also one stubborn men which I lived he didn't left me. At that I remember how mad he was but i also was hurt inwas mad too inside but I didn't showed him . And thats why I hated yn . Whatever she is I don't care but she got what i should have. The only reason I agreed to his marriage was that his grandma w already hates me and she threatened me that she will tell my things which I regretted doing she will expose to the world that's why I agreed that I will let him marry and secondly I know how much jungkook wanted to start a family like me. He wanted to have children which I wasn't able to give him , this was it that I let him marry yn . I hate myslef for that I didn't tell him that I am infertile I always told him that I am on birth control and I dint child as my career will be at stake. But sadly the truth is I am infertile I hate it I hate myself so much that I can't give this happiness to me when he loves me so much and yn gave him that . 8 years for 8 years I suffered with so many disgusting treatments to treat my infertility and finally the wait was over and now I can't let it go . I also wanted t9 be a mother. Love my child care for my child but I was afraid what if jungkook left me and started to live his life with yn and his children with her.  I am afraid but I will try because I love him maybe he will be happy knowing I can give him child . So here I am wrapping up my shoots quickly as next week I am heading to seoul to surprise him .

Here I did mu last shoots and reached my apartment after taking a shower I layed on my bed it was night now but suddenly my phone rang and a smiled crept on my face seeing his call . I happily answered his calm.

Joy : hey jeony

Jungkook : h-hey babe how are you .

Joy : I am all good what's up . You didn't called me often

Jungkook: I am sorry babe I was having alot in my plate actually

Joy : so any news

Jungkook: ummm yeah yn's pregnant.  Actually 3 months pregnant

Joy : What jeony are you kidding me

I felt like mu land slipping . How can it be. If she was 3 months pregnant then why he didn't come back.  Is he really leaving me. Tears well up in my eyes

Jungkook; babe listen it's that we actually got to know today . She was pregnant but she didn't showed any symptoms nor test kits were showing positive . She is having many complications and I am very worried is something happens to her pregnancy we are afraid what will happen to Amy.

I sighed he started to care so much about her .

Joy : jungkook will you left me after this ? If she gave you the family which you always dreamt , if you fall out of love with me and fall in love with me will you break up with me

I spoke in a harsh tone on which he quickly replied.

Jungkook: no babe why will I do that . I know yn gave me two child's but it will never lessen my love fo you . I love you so much babe . How can you think like that . Do you even have other things to think or you just think this shit

He spoke in an irritated and annoyed tone which made me cry .

Joy : y-you are very bad. I hate you .

I shouted and cut the call .

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To be continued....

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