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Chapter 7

2010

Time is a weird concept. Especially when you have no windows to see through. I hate time. Sometimes it goes fast and sometimes it goes slow no one can really tell. I think it has been about 1 year..no it cant be so maybe 2 so that would mean I'm 8 or 9 i think I'm 9 because it gets really cold down in my cell in the winter and i was born in November which is a winter month. I think?

Anyway a lot has changed within the years I have been in here. I am always up and never resting but that is what is expected of me now that i am the umm what did she call it oh yea "the chosen one"
Well i can now confidently say i know what that means now, where as when i got to this place i had absolutely no idea.

Let me recap you, so far they have swapped my cells around several time just to put me back into the first one, they have put me through hours of combat lessons, weapon lessons and stealth lessons, oh and i can't forget about the language and seduction lesson. I don't say i miss the red room a lot but now that i think about it i do. Madam B was right about me not having any trainers that are as nice as her. As much as i wished that was false its not. Firstly all my handlers are men and secondly they are all men. Yeah i think that's the only way I'm going to be able to sum it up.

I think I'm getting to my part of training that is really serious now because I haven't seen Sanya in about a week because they said that she is a distraction and that I don't need any distractions. They also told me that tomorrow will be 'the start to a better life' but the only way i see myself getting a better life is if i get out of this place.

They also said something about needles and me being changed.
I don't know what that means and I don't think i want to find out.

A.N
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