The Love Life of Two Femboys. (SHADONIC/SONADOW)

Everything's changed..

Shadow POV:

Everything's been going alright, work is just fine and my "day life" is steady, I guess. What has changed is the fact that my crushes on Sonic and Ice have been getting stronger.. I've always disliked anyone who had multiple crushes at the same time.. especially if the crushes are completely different from eachother.. how i-frickin-ronic. Sonic is your typical cashier guy who is easy-going and has this kinda "I don't give a ***" feel to him, all while having extremely good looks, a quiet, soft voice and having everyone wondering whether he's hard and buff or soft and skinny, although his chest kinda makes it look like he had 'bobas'. While Ice is more energetic, doesn't seem to understand things as easily but gets the gist over time, his voice is more loud and he states what's on his mind, and people know that's he's nicely thin with fat in all the right places, especially those thighs.. and I could totally t0p Ice but b0tt0m Sonic.

Both are completely different and yet, I still don't know who would be better. I mean, I guess I've would automatically be the better choice as he is also a femboy. With Ice, I have a better chance with a "Yes" than a "No" compared to Sonic, and if Ice would say no, at least it won't be from utter disgust considering another guy asking him out... But, I really can't let go of either of them! They both make me feel... th-they.... They both make me feel like I'm worth something.. that I'm not just some weirdo in hiding.. like I'm a regular person in their eyes. ...heh, oh chaos... Why me.. I think, smiling like a dummy at the thought of asking one out. I can't be poly, I've tested that. What do I do...

~A Month Later~

Well, now things are really going upside down.. I was hanging out with Ice in the break room in the Cafe and he told me about how he felt like a burden and was considering quitting.. what do I say to that? I say, He11. No. He just got hired here, everyone here loves him, and he's my, uhm, friend, if I were to let him leave, I might never see him again as he never told us his true identity without makeup! I'm not letting this happen. I told Ice about how the Cafe loves him and how he brings fun and adventure to the whole thing! He agreed to put down the idea of leaving and I promised to not tell anyone in the Cafe about this, sure, everyone there was considered his friend but he didn't want my reaction to be repeated by everyone else.

I unwillingly ranted on about how much better this place has gotten when Ice came here, other Femboys even joined after hearing about the place! I told him how he was perfect for the job, how his stupidly toothy grin shone light to any darkness around and how his cuteness level was... was... out of this world.............. We sat there in silence.. I cover my face thinking "Dangit! Dangit! DANGIT!!! WHY did I say all THAT??!!!? I mean it's true, but still WHO JUST RANTS ON ABOUT HOW CUTE SOMEONE IS???! WHO?!??!.. *siiiggghhhhh* .. "*snerk*" I heard some snickers and chuckles, oh, he cannot be serious! I look up to see him softly laughing. "Hihihi~ Awwwwe, you think I'm cute?" He smugly said, I feel my cheeks getting hot, "W-Well, it's true! Do you hear how many people are giving you compliments??" I say. He only chuckles more, I must've looked like an idiot, but that's when I realized.. Ice's cheeks were, dark pink? I mean, I did call him cute.. *smiles*

~Next day, in the afternoon~

Me and Sonic were chatting when he was on his break, a break time he rarely gets, and just talked about.. well, anything! I then got interested in how he would look when he laughed. I see Ice laugh a lot and wandered how Sonic looked since I've never seen him laugh in my entire life. I asked him and he said it was just like any other laugh. I wanted to see for myself. I moved my hands up to his stomach and start tickling him. "Uh! Sh-Shadow, wha- *snerk* what are you doing, hehe??" I said nothing and continued to tickle him. I continued to tickle when I saw him laugh, his real laugh.. he looked so cute, his sharp teeth bared, his eyes tearing up, and him calling out my name as he falls on his back .. it was all like a dream.. but the dream turned to a nightmare and I realized I made a grave mistake.. I snap out of my trance, take my hands off him and apologize many times before I excuse myself.. when I looked over at him before leaving, his face was flushed from laughing and having a confused look in his eyes.. I leave and head to my home while replaying the image of Sonic laughing in my head.... Chaos, why is he so hot ..

... F*, who would I choose?! Both got the looks, the green flags, the inspiring traits! It's like they were.. both the exact same yet completely opposite.

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(Sorry, this was short, I don't wanna leave it off with a lame excuse so I'll just go with the usual I'm Lazy thing. I'll try writing a longer one for the next part tho. Goodnight everyone! Or.. Good day? What ever time it is for you, have a good one! )