College Romance

How Zan and Mozu came to be

Imma share how tf I even came up w/ Mozu and Zan cuz I can and its lowkey so random--

So, I was basically in my history class, which is my least fave btw, and was soooo bored. So I decided it would be a good idea to draw all over my cornel notes instead of actually making notes- (Bad idea btw- I failed so hard on tests that term TwT)

I had just developed a new artstyle where the eyeballs were boxes rather than circles and I only drew the top lid. 

I was also using a pen (dw this fact is actually kinda important)

I decided I was gonna draw myself, so I did, yk- random art stuff. I drew myself w/ rlly droopy eyes cuz I IRL have the WORST eyebags ever so-

I drew the top eyelid as basicly just a line slanting downwards, and was like "Hmmm, I could prolly make a rlly emo character w/ those eyes" (As if im not emo enough for myself)

So I started to draw a character w/ black colored bangs and blonde in the back (Early hair reveal Ig :0)

I liked how it looked with pen and my neurodivergent brain decided, "Imma draw him fucking evrywhere"

And that I did. Eventually I ended up adding the raccoon hair look on the side, yk the striped hair- Yeh yeh

And I forgot about him for a whole ass day, till the next day and I see him in my packet and Im all "Omg, I forgot abt you bro-" And like, at this point I wanted to give him a name.. But i knew If I gave him a name Id wanna make him a whole ass book based on him and ditch the other book I had been working on... I named him anyways and look at me now, my old OC is deadge in a pit ToT (maybe ill upload his book here in his honer, comment if yall would be interested :P His name is Kkeesh Kinset)

Anywayssss, I did a full sketch of him in my small sketchbook and fully decided his character; such as his backround, likes, dislike, stuff like that.

Then a thought came to my head.

"What if I give him a rommie and theyre gay??" Cuz Im gay, I love the gays, yk, all the fun stuff, so I started to make Zan.

I drew a sketch of him, thinking things like, "Well Mozu is a twink (sorry if this word offends anyone) so why dont I give him a beefy bf??" Well I kinda did that but not a lot cuz I hate drawing muscles-

I thought for a long while of a name for Zan, before coming up with.. Well, yk- Zan

Long story short his last name has changed like 5 times cuz I keep not remebering- Like- when I wrote the character info chap on here I changed his last name cuz I was too lazy to open a new tab and just fricken check- 

AND IT CHANGED JUST LIKE- EVER SO SLIGHTLY

It went from Suzu to Shuzu (Idk, maybe I was just thinking abt Shu or sum :P)

ANYWAYS

Just wanted to share the fact Im an idiot and the character making process is so damn messy for me-

Plus I have ADHD so my attemtion span is shit- (It took me two days to finish the sketch of Zan cuz I kept getting distracted)

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Also ik my spelling is shit so dont even comment on it- plus I type rlly fast and rarely back-read-
Plus lets be real, all gay, ADHA artists cant spell or grammer for shit- Me and my partner sure as hell cant-