Howling Souls (Minwoo)

Selfishness and Regrets

Joshua:
Gyu let's dance. We can take turn.

[Joshua said while extending his hand toward Mingyu asking him for dance because he know Mingyu will get upset looking at Wonwoo dancing with Hannie.]

Gyu:
No i am already feeling tired. I'll just wait for you guys here.

[Joshua know Mingyu don't feel like dancing because he is upset but he didn't want to force him so he leave taking Jeonghan's hand. Mingyu smile faintly looking at the couple dancing and flirting. Suddenly his eyes stopped on Wonwoo and god he regret looking at him because Hannie kissed him. It hurt him and he left the party. He was in pain but he can't talk to anyone so he just think about standing in front of the pool making his mind cool down.]

Gyu:
And i thought these feelings of mine couldn't hurt me more.

[Mingyu sigh when a tear drop from his eyes he look at the sky tears still streaming down to his face.]

Gyu:
Moon goddess you are really doing everything to give me pain just because i decided to reject the one you choose for me. Are you happy now? I'm feeling worse after that kiss.

[Mingyu wipe his tears when he feel somone behind him.]

Wonwoo's POV:

[I was dancing with Hannie when i saw Gyu standing alone smiling while looking toward his mate. He really loves him. But why is he looking so sad? I was too concentrate on looking at Gyu that i didn't notice Hannie was talking to me. She was talking  about Mingyu. Other than dad and Hoshi Hannie is the only person who know that i like Gyu. She kissed me on the cheek and the first thought that came into my mind was Gyu is looking at me even though he never once look at me since the day he came back.

I quickly look toward where he was standing but he disappear. Hannie saw that and pushed me to follow Gyu. I was scared what if he left already. I run toward his room but he wasn't there. I checked the whole house but didn't find him anywhere when i saw him standing in front of pool. I sigh in releif and walk toward him.]

End of POV

Wonu:
Why did you leave so early?

[Wonwoo ask Mingyu whose back was facing him.]

Gyu:
I just came out to get some fresh air. It was stuffy inside.

[Mingyu said wiping his tears. He can't look toward Wonwoo like this. Wonwoo was going to stand beside him but the thought that Mingyu might don't want to stand beside him stopped him.]

Wonu:
Are you okay Gyu?

[Wonwoo ask in concern he remeber how Mingyu was some minutes ago.]

Gyu:
Yeah. I'm good.

[Wonwoo was trying to start a conversation like before but Mingyu's not so interested answers couldn't helping at all. Wonwoo stay quite for a second and think about what he read in Mingyu's journal.]

FLASHBACK:

[Wonwoo came home late with Woozi following behind. He didn't find anyone but some servants working so he sit on the couch when his eyes stopped on the red journal on the table. He opened it and find Mingyu's name on the first page with a small pic of him and Mingyu.]

Woozi:
Hyung you go to your room and have some rest i'll bring some medicine for you.

[Wonwoo nod and walk back to his room with journal in his hand.]

Wonu:
He still have this picture with him. I thought he hates me now.

[Wonwoo said turnning the page reading all the thing Mingyu write throughout the past years when his eyes stopped on a page.]