Howling Souls (Minwoo)

Love is painful

[The whole night Mingyu didn't interact with Wonwoo. They were under same roof but like a stranger. The party ended like this and they soon go back to their room. Mingyu was changing his clothes when Wonwoo walk inside. As soon as he saw Wonwoo he take his pillow and start to walk toward the exit.]

Wonu:

Gyu? Where are you going?

Gyu:

I want to sleep alone.

Wonu:

Why are you so angry?

Gyu:

You're asking me that? You don't know why i'm angry? You know how i'm feeling right now? I'm feeling like i'm worthless. I feel like shit. I feel like no matter how much stronger i get i'm nothing but a petty Omega who is here because he's going to grow your bloodline by giving you heir.

Wonu:

No, Of course not. How can you think like that?

Gyu:

Why? Is it not true? Every person in the party who came to congractulate us you know what was the first thing they said to me? You're our Luna and one day you'll give us our future Alpha.

[Wonwoo furrowed his eyebrows in pain because Mingyu was crying and it hurts him.]

Gyu:

I heard these words so many times that i started to feel like i'm nothing but a fragile Omega. Am i not reliable enough Wonu? Forget about it tell me am i not reliable enough for you to share your problems with me? What do i have to do to be a reliable partner for you?

Wonu:

Please love don't think that way. You're precious to me. I don't want you to get hurt so i told them to hide it from you. I didn't mean to hurt you by hiding this.

Gyu:

Then look at me. Am i still happy knowing that you almost died 2 days ago? You didn't wanted me to get hurt? An outsider telling me that my partner had near death experience 2 days ago if it wasn't for that kitten i would've already lose you. I'm finding this out by a THIRD person.

Your life isn't just yours. I'm also a part of that life now. So rather than hiding everything from me it will be better if you share your burden with me. I prefer getting worried with you rather than getting hurt by your actions. I'm your mate not a pet who needs to be stay safe from any kind of harm. If you're going through hard time then share that burden with me. If you get hurt seeing me in pain then so do i. I can't see you in pain why can't you understand such simple thing.

[Mingyu was shouting right now he was crying and it was a painful view for Wonwoo. He walk toward Mingyu and make him sit on the bed while sitting in front of him on his knees while holding his hand.]

Gyu:

You said you love me. Loving someone means to make them feel worthy enough not to make them feel guilty for being an Omega.

[Wonwoo shake his head while crying kissing Mingyu's injured hand.]

Wonu:

I'm sorry. I didn't know you feel that way. I am an Alpha for others, their leader someone who needs to protect this pack. Being Alpha and fulfilling my duties for my pack i need to be strong and brave for them. But for you i'm your life partner , your mate.

[Wonwoo pull Mingyu's hand and pressed it against his chest.]

Wonu:

Only you're the owner of this heart. To whom thousands bow, he only bow in front of you. You're even allowed to kill me. Even if one day you take my life i won't complain even a bit. So when i said i love you , i really mean it. I love not only you but your soul as well. I love everything that has to do with you. I know why you don't mate with me till now and honestly i don't mind. I know you're not ready. Our relationship is bound by love and love means patience.