Mizpah

Stay alive

Two months ago She was on her way home after work. It was their sixth anniversary. Moonbin arrived early, as he wanted to surprise her while members were there too. "Your eomma says we destroy everything; she will be surprised after this," he said, and the kids giggled. "Appa, when will eomma come? It's late now. We want her to see this soon." Twins wined.

Suddenly, Moonbin got a call, and he felt numb. His legs gave up, which made him fall, and tears escaped his eyes. That made them a little worried. Eunwoo sensed the situation and took the phone from Moonbin, and he heard, "Sir, Mrs. Y/N met with an accident."

For 3 months, she was in a coma with no sign of improvement. After the accident, Eunwoo, Jinjin, and Mj helped Moonbin a lot, whereas Sanha and Rocky came to meet her almost every day. Moonbin was broken, but he stayed strong for his family.

He talked to her in her unconscious state too, since he had faith that she would get up and call him Binnie like she used to. His prayer worked, and she got her senses back. Two weeks ago, she tried to pretend that she was strong, but doctors had already confirmed her state. She's going to die soon.

"Jin Hyung, tell them to save her. I won't be able to live without her," he sobbed. "Binnah, you have to be strong, at least for the sake of kids." Jinjin said, tears rolling down his face. "Bin Hyung, she's calling you, "Sanha said in a numb voice. As for Eunwoo, he took the kids to the park after a short meeting with her to divert their minds. Moonbin wiped his tears and went inside with a fake smile.

"Baby, it's time for your medicine. Get up now. We have to go home soon. It's been a while since we had dinner together. Kids want you at home now," he said, looking at his pale face and fragile figure. A heavy lump formed in his throat, but he somehow controlled himself. She caught hold of his hand and made him sit up. "Binnah, listen to me," she said feebly.

She held his hand again and said, "Binnie, you have been a beautiful part of my life. I was dumb and knew nothing about love. The memories we made together and our kids are the only thing I owe the most now that you are a best friend, husband, and father. I hope I have more time to be with you guys." A lone tear escaped her eyes, and his breathing became uneven as he knew where this was going. "I tried to be strong, but now I can't... I am tired now. Let me sleep,  Binnie."He sobbed hard.

"No, you can't do this to me. You promised me you would never leave my side. Please stay, don't—" He hugged her and cried, "I want to, but I can't. It is very painful, and I can't take it any more. Please take care of Jae and Yoonah. I love you," she said, kissing him full of love and care. "Don't go; please stay with me and us. I need you, kids. You need you." "Please don't cry, love. You are making it much more difficult for me.

I'm  sorry. (*sobs) I love you always," and with that, she took her last breath and died in his arms. "No, no, you can't leave us. Please don't go; please stay!!"

Hearing his muffled cries, other members panicked and entered the room with twins. He cried aloud while holding her, pain visible in his eyes. She left him all alone. "Binnah, hold yourself. You can't be like this," MJ said, and tears rolled down his cheek. "Hyung, she left me... "Please, Hyung, tell her to come back."

Seeing their father crying, kids started to cry too; they were too small to understand what death means. "Appa, please stop crying; Eomma will wake up; she is sleeping. she— she will get scared." yoonah sobbed, "Eomma said to take care of you, Uljima." Kids hugged Moonbin tightly. Everyone there was heartbroken at the scene.

"I'm sorry, love. I wasn't able to protect you, but I promise I will pour all my love into our kids. I love you forever

Five years later, holding white flowers, they went to her grave. Today was her birthday. "Eomma, I stood first in the class, Yoonah won the dance, and my uncles held a small party for us. Are you listening?" "Yes, she can listen to you both; she loves you both and is always there by your side." He smiled.

"Okay, wait in the car; let me talk to her alone,Moonbin said, and they nodded. He sat next to her grave, and he felt her warmth like always. "Have you been well, love? We miss you every day. You know, right?? I've been keeping my promise. Well, you wait for me. I have held you in my heart.

The day will come when I will meet you again. I will be able to hold you again, and you will be mine forever, and not even death will be able to keep us apart.💜

"And life went on. It was not the same. But it went on......."