𝙡𝙖𝙗𝙮𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙚

TEN;

I just tossed around in my bed like mad,
Jiah was not home and not having her presence made me go more sick in the lonely bed.

Now,i was so familiar with her.

Tossing like that,I felt something hard in the place my leg laid,as i switched on the lights and shifted the mattress slightly.
To see,there was a book,a journal to be specific.

It had a name craved on it,but I couldn't
Get it since It was scrubbed off.and to much to my pain,it was having a lock on it.

I kept the book in my bag,the name that was craved didn't started nor ended with ji-ah's name,so it was obvious it wasn't her belonging and I took the book eun-hyuk gifted me,laying back on the bed.

"Pride and prejudice."i whispered under my breath,there were the baby's breath flowers kept stored gently,but something fell down as i opened the book.

There was this Polaroid photo of mine as i rubbed my nose in one of the anatomy books he let me read,after begging him for so long,with a note down,a cute munchkin.

I chuckled.

I took my phone and kept the polarid in the case,with a grin on my face.he made my flustered day more joyful.wait,he did said reading makes you forget things for a particular time,I can borrow one of his
heavy books that will make me lay down.

Cause right now,I just have the set of twisted series,and the two-pride and prejudice,and Twilight's one part only-to read and in the quarantine,it will be less.

And his big books will surely make me fall asleep.he did said i can borrow book from him,and I will do that right now only.

I was about to get up but then,won't it look like I am into him that's why,I am walking to him this late night,so I decided to wander in the hallways.

And,tommorow is Saturday,so she won't attend school tommorow.

Jiah will rest as soon she comes home,I don't get to rest with her,since hyun-su asked me out.i couldn't say no,after that kiss I was left phased.Even tho,it's just our lips touching,I don't consider it as a kiss,it was a peck.

I didn't realise I reached far too away from my apartment,should I go down,I can finally meet sang-wook,that man had my heart.he looked so dashing in season 1 as a rowdy.

And with those thoughts roaming,I roamed the whole building,all tried as it was nearly two of night and i walked back to my apartment,finally feeling tried as I walked inside and dropped myself on the bed,feeling like I can finally let the sleep take over me.

I didn't realise I was asleep till i felt the soft stroking of jiah,on my hair,
grumbling in my sleep,I woke up,letting her take a seat knowing very well I had occupied the whole bed that day.

I couldn't help but fall back asleep in her warm embrace as she chuckled,her chest vibrating while she laughed.

"Don't you want to go to school."I don't know what I had said that,we were back into the deep slumber of sleep.

"Were you scared of me."the I could hear the chuckle of hyun-su from other side with his grin,shaking my head,"no.i was not,okay."i mumbled,walking through the street as jiah asked me to buy some groceries.

"What was the reason then."

"Well,i couldn't sleep cause jiah was not there by my side.and when she came back,i didn't knew but I was clinging on her and slept.so,I missed school today."I was grinning cheekily while I said that.

"And due to your silly reason,I missed you." I laughed at his childish act i could imagine from the call also.

"Come on,as per in the series,you are to move in the same apartment as mine only."but I didn't heared anything as the call was over.

I blinked,"did he just ended the call on my face.he better now,how dare this brat show his attitude to me."i grumbled to myself,I am sure by now,his father is fired and he is dropped out of the school,
But.

I don't know than say but.

"Why would I show ego to you."I heard that voice and turned around with a yelp,slapping his hand on Instinct,"you scared me you idiot."i grumbled,with fear lacing my face.

His smile widened more,but I never saw him smile like this.after that bully of his started picking on him.

"Where are you going."he asked,"to buy some ingredients.since jiah is free today,
She said she will cook me some of my favourite dish that,i myself don't know."I was atleast free to talk with hyun-su like this.

He chuckled,his hand finding my hand,"I think you should get some suprise then.
Just wish it won't come out to be your disliking."I chuckled with hyun-su,but it died down when I remember that,his parents will die no longer.

I stopped and took his arm,slipping up his shirt,I saw there were no cut marks,
I frowned."you are looking out for cut marks."I nodded,with hesitancy as he showed me the small two cuts on his left wrist.i even noticed his hair's had grown.

"I tried to end my life,but then.it was all you who was swirling in my mind."he smiled,but my face was as sotic as stone.
"Hyun-su,your parents will die soon.stop them,if you want.i already warned you."I said,looking at him who was shocked.

Hyun-su was silent while all the way i brought things,but even I was not too focused on buying the things,even got a slight scolding from the Vegetable selling uncle.

As we walked back,"I don't want my parents to be here.they think I am a freak as their child,my sister was loathing at me,my mom thinks I am strong enough to come over it,but I'm not.i know I will regret loosing my parents,but,I can't play with the fate Destiny,right."he had tears in his eyes as I rubbed his arm.

"It depends on you,hyun-su.either you want to change the fate and save them,they all live as monsters,or will do.
But if you wish to keep the fate like as it is,I'm sure they die a painless death.it is on you,if you want or you don't.telling you was my favour,doing it is in your hands."

And I know I was walking away with him taking a last hug as he pecked my forhead and walked away,thinking about what he should do.