openly loving | theodore nott

love never lies

Sometimes I wonder what went wrong and why I wasn't as popular as the other girls in my grade. Me and Olive have always stuck together. She's kind of like a sister I never had. That black curly hair first is a mess all the time. I mean I don't blame her curly hair is pretty hard to take care of. Our moms for friends when we were little so we were bound to be friends we were two days apart except New Year's wise cuz

I'm a year older than her so technically we're kind of like twins except for like the look alike part born and within 16 hours of each other it's pretty crazy I guess.

The boys in my grade always look at Olivia.

I mean I don't blame them, she's super pretty. she's really sweet and kind of everyone knowing that we're in Slytherin we're trying to be called mean but we are pretty judgmental and third year that's when I started to get quiet
There is one way I've always liked but he's pretty popular and I've really only seen quiet I appreciate it because most of the boys are really cocky and there's no reason for that.
he seems to be chilling like back whenever something's wrong he doesn't really panic he does it slowly but always gets it done on time I admire that
who this boy is you may ask Theodore Nott.

he's really smart and he's caring he's Captain's Quidditch team.

Olivia's always had a crush on one of his friends Draco and my friend astoria she's always had a crush on Mattheo his other friend
I think it's comical I mean they hang out all the time, don't get me wrong I hang out with a bunch of people but, I don't really feel like they're my friends.
I feel like they're my friends because I hang out with other people like I hang out with Theodore Mattheo Tom Delphine astora and Olivia oh don't forget Draco they've always seem to get me. whenever I like don't feel good they always know it's kind of creepy sometimes but I appreciate it anyway enough about me.

School starts in two days and I think I had to go up over the summer honestly I mean I cut my hair my skins all clear, if you saw my before and after pictures you probably not realize who it was unless you've known me for six plus years
Olivia has so she was there along the whole process of me glowing up
I suppose it was her idea I guess so I said the inner beauty is What mattered but she always seems to care what's on the outside which I appreciate.
My school uniforms kind of tiny the skirt it's like up my thigh and my shirt I mean I guess it's the same cuz I had to buy a new one but buying a skirt, they're expensive of course I have that money he just I'm not willing to spend it on a skirt and ugly one for that matter

Olivia always takes me to her weird muggle exercising classes but they're kind of fun sometimes, I mean the music it's different
There are a couple artists that I like, you could say, Drake, Lana Del Rey, and Tyler the Creator.

{TIME SKIP TO THE NEXT DAY}

My trunks have been packed for the last day but I always seem like I'm forgetting something but my parents will ship it to me later

I wait for Olivia's parents to come pick me up cuz it's kind of a tradition since first year we're in what 5th year, her parents are the best even though we're all purebloods both of our families are pretty accepting what your blood status is even if you're a muggle born

my dad's a little iffy on those but he's getting better.
as I see Olivia's car pulling up through our front Gates I start to get my stuff and bring them out to the front porch, once the car reaches our porch she gets out and we hug, Olivia's hair straight which seems off because of how pretty her curly hair is but she always claims she doesn't have time to style it right so she straightens it, which is funny because I have straight hair and I tend to curl mine a lot because it, adds texture.
After we catch up we get in the car and are on our way to the train station. We put our trunks in our compartment and run back off the train to say our goodbyes. We head back onto the train and are met with some of our friends,
"cathrine?? is that you, damn you had a glow up," i hear, i turn to see mattheo looking me up and down.
me and olivia roll our eyes at his comment. "what ar you talking abo- woah hes right you look great, like really good" draco says and he cuts through and is now infront of mattheo.
astoria is not far behind, "cathrine hes right you look great, olive you look good too!" she says and she makes her way to me and olivia for a hug.
after we break apart i feel someone missing, then i ask "wheres theo?" as we make our way to the compartment to sit. "of course you wanna know," i hear olivia say making astoria giggle, i elbow them so make them shut up. then i look at the boys for an answer.
"he is getting snacks from the trolley." mattheo say after sitting down next to olivia wraping an arm around her shoulder.
"oh ok cool," i say sitting like the others. i make sure theres room next to me for him.
then the door slide open and tom and daphne walk in "hey guys," daphne says, shes always like to hang around us, but her boyfriend tom, not so much. tom and daphne are definitly what you would call power couple. they basically run the school, since they are both prefects.
their is room on the other side of me so i make room, still making sure there is enough room for theodore.
daphne hugs me tightly from the side, shes like my big sister, the girls and i tell her literally everything, we have leepovers atleast once a week. mattheo starts talking about school so i automatically zone out.
then i hear the two clicks of an opening door, i turn my head and see the brown fluffy haired boy id been waiting for, "theo!" i say jumping up to greet him.
"c-cathrine? is that you?" he says handing draco the snacks he had gotten to hug me. "you-you look great, i love your haircut," he says after breaking the hug and making eye contact.
"i know right shes gorgeous, i mean boys will be all over you before tommorow," mattheo says laughing, while thedore is still standing there stareing at me as i sit back in my seat waiting for him to follow, eventally he does.
we all talk for a while and theos hand ends up on my thigh or around my shoulders, hes a very physical person wheither its fighting or physical love. i love him for that, but sometimes i wish he liked me the way draco and olivia are or even daphne and tom. guess il never know.

authors note

ahh i thought that was pretty good im pretty happy about it!!