first off i'd like to thank you all for the support. ily ily ily.
secondly, this will be put on hold for the time being. i have been trying to write this, but it feels like i'm forcing the story and i do not want to do that. i believe it is the stress of self-publishing sacred ties, so after that is done (which should be by march) then this story will move forward.
thank you for understanding and thank you so so so much for the support. see you soon!!!