I've changed.

Lost!

Ever felt like no matter what you do,you just can't seem to figure out who you are anymore? Yeah,we'll it sums me up right now. I used to be a different person,happy,full of energy,never too busy for a friend,always there. Now well,I'm tired a lot,busy 24/7 everyday,and missing a lot of the things that make me,well me. I don't even have time to be a human anymore,never getting a chance to sit down and actually have time to watch tv,or even relax a bit. It's all to live my dream,on the field every night playing for the most amazing soccer team there is. Even on the rare occasional day off,I'm just too tired to do anything. This is life for me right now, 8 am wake up,have breakfast,pack bag for soccer. 12 havé lunch and relax until 2 aka sleeping for 2 hours. 2 to 3 lift weights,and other weight training activities. 4 to 6 practice,or a scrimmage game depending on the night. 7-730 I tend to do yoga or stretch. 745-? I tend to lay there awake thinking about ways to improve myself,and ways to be a better athlete in general. I get around 6 maybe 7 hours of sleep a night o my to wake up and do it all over again. My next day off isn't until July 12th,which is when I get to go on vacation with a close friend for a whole week,THAT'S when I'll have time to be human again.