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╰┈➤ jeonghan
"and, jeonghan. this is my boyfriend, dokyeom." she said, as he feels like he has been slapped on his face a lot of times, he feels like his heart was shattered, but he also can feel the physical pain after realizing what he's going through right now.
"oh." is the only thing that he managed to say, as he got caught in his own thoughts.
"jeonghan?" she asked him, making him come back to the reality as he forced himself to act normal and smiled at the 'dokyeom' guy.
he faked a smile, but his heart is racing out of his chest as he looked at dokyeom. a charming guy with a very happy vibe.
'no wonder she has been very happy nowadays.'
the realization hits him again.
"nice to meet you." he said to dokyeom but he can sense that dokyeom doesn't really vibe with him because as soon as he stepped in the house, dokyeom immediately wrapped an arm on y/n's waist, claiming her as his.
'shit, i might lose it right here.' he thought when dokyeom made a disgusted face when he spoke to him.
he feels hurt, and.. betrayed. even though he knows he doesn't have any right to feel that way. not at all.
he stared at her, the girl that he loves the most. oh, if he could turn back the time, he would do anything, anything that won't lead them to whatever they are now.
he would even sacrifice the whole world to have her in his arms again, to have his lips pressed against hers, to feel her warmth, to called her his.
but, there's nothing he can do.
he could only stare at her, in the arms of another man, looking happier than ever. the words that she used to say to him comes back flooding into his mind.
'we can fix this, i can fix myself.'
'baby, i love you. so much.'
'you want me to be your girlfriend? really?'
one by one, the memories of her come back to him, hitting him like a truck. that's when he couldn't control it anymore and just storms out of her house with using an excuse of having something important to do at home.
while he drove back to his house, he stopped infront of a park where most of their memories were made, or to be more specific, where it all was left, and buried at.
he doesn't want to lie to himself anymore, and he started crying.
he hasn't been crying for a while, and this is the first time he cries.. without her comforting him.
"it's all my fault..im the only one to blame.." he said, almost chocking with his own tears.
"im sorry... im so sorry... please.. take me back.." he cries, knowing she won't ever know what he feels about the breakup, and how his life has became after that day.
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"i will miss you, y/n. i love you."
he said as he drove as fast as he can..
towards a truck in the opposite direction.
