Part 5 - days just boring days!

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Dear diary,
I have more time on my hands. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing? I decided today I probably won't do the cosplay for the second day I was originally supposed to do for overload. The only reason I was doing it was because I was doing a duo with my best friend. I just need to stop. I had a good group the other day at least. I told everyone, I hope things don't get weird. I have been crying probably 12 times already. I have been masking my sadness around my family and friends at school as i don't want them to worry about me. It's just sad that some one so close is just gone. Maybe in other life time. I think she didn't understand my autism. I wish her mum trusted me but I guess I'm not trustworthy nor a great friend.
Yours sincerely,
The friend that was never meant to be.

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