It was a Rather nice day today. Not too cold, not too hot. Not too Bright yet not too Gloomy either.
You didn't know how to describe it. The day was peaceful and relaxing but something was bugging you. your heart, Your heart felt like it was aching. you didn't understand why, you didn't know why all you knew was that you felt a Tinge of jealousy. You felt jealous at the sight of your lover conversing with the sunfire queen. Aditi is her name, Aditi the Merciful, Aditi the kind. The light of the sun incarnate.
Truth be told, there were rumors, Rumors about Her and your beloved. Whispers spread amongst the Elves about the pair whispers of a Secret relationship, hidden feelings or them being in love with one another. It made you laugh, you knew He would never betray you. You knew he would never love anyone else other than you. You knew that you held his heart forevermore.
But you still couldn't help but feel a tinge of jealousy. You didn't like it. You knew they could've just been Friends or perhaps they were lovers in the past. Either way, it didn't matter, there was just something about the pair that made it seem like they'd be a Good Power couple of sorts and it made your heart ache in Envy and pain.
No matter how hard you tried, Doubts kept on banging.g at the back of your mind, you tried to ignore it, you tried to Distract yourself but your mind couldn't stop thinking, it wouldn't stop thinking of the possibilities of what could happen or what will happen. It terrified you, you were scared.
You felt afraid and Foolish, it was clear as day that Aaravos love for you was unending, his love to you knows no Bounds, he would do anything for you, he would give you anything your heart desired. All you had to do was ask, and It would be yours.
Envy made you feel angry, it made you feel upset. It made you feel Foolish. You felt stupid for ever doubting his love for you. He would sell his soul just for you, He would go down the depths of the earth if that was where you'd be. And it made you feel like a fool. An idiot fool who can't even be grateful that someone loves them, That someone from the Celestial realm, Someone from the heavens above. That a God, loves them.
You felt miserable, guilty and selfish, you didn't know what to do, You were afraid that he'd mock you, but you knew he wouldn't, so with great courage, you approached him and finally told him about how you had been feeling the past few weeks. And it was embarrassing, you felt absolutely embarrassed and wanted to run away from all of it.
You expected for him to Laugh at you to mock you for being so stupid. But instead, you felt his arms wrap around you as he lovingly strokes your hair and Holds you close. He kisses your forehead while you Apologized for feeling this way. He reassured ypu that Feeling jealously was normal, and that he was actually happy that you felt that way. Because to him, it just proves that you love him as much as he loves you .
