Ciels pov
I can't become a burden to him and I cant keep pretending loke he means nothing to me. I know he knows about me cutting, so why isn't he saying anything? Do I really mean so little that he will drop this and let me continue? Of course. I'm just a meal to him. How could I want more? I must be sick in the head.
Sebastian's pov
I look at Ciel closely. I don't know what's going through his head and I just want to make it stop for him. I don't understand humans. How cam they hurt so much and think the solution is to cause themselves more pain? I see him shudder at the food and wonder if I made an unpleasant meal. No that's not possible so what is it? "Master?" "Yes Sebastian?" Is the food not to your liking?"
Ciel's pov
Damn him and is oveperception. "Actually it's not." "Would you like me to prepare something else?" "No I've lost my appetite. I'm going to my office leave me alone for the rest of the night." "Please Ciel let me talk to you." I ignored my butler and head to my office. Someone make the pain stop please. I don't know how much longer I can hang on.
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Sabastian x Ciel
Fanfictionboy xboy cutting master x servant Ciel is depressed and suicidal. Sabastian loves Ciel but is afraid to tell him. Will he be able to save Ciel and if so will they end uptogether?
