I think we'll be alright

02

I went to the park, hoping to see Andy. My head whipped around when I heard footsteps followed by my name, "Hey, Marn!" Andy shouted. I stopped so he could catch up to me,"Are you feeling better?" He asked me. "Yeah, much better." I said relived. "Good" he said. "I got you the medicine from my mom." He put it in my hands, " Oh... thank you!" I said. He smiled at me, I put the medicine in my pocket. "School is next week... are you exited?" Andy asked me. "Well by my reaction last night should tell you a lot, but I think I'll be alright if we have some classes together.." I told him. He went silent and I tried to hide my red face. "Why am I red, this is so embarrassing, I shouldn't have said that!" I thought to myself. Andy finally spoke, "I think we'll be alright, Marn." My heart skipped a beat when he said this, I swung slowly to distract myself. "My little brother is starting 3rd grade, I can't believe it." Andy said. " wow, I don't have any siblings." I told Andy. "I could kinda tell" Andy giggled. "Really, why?" "I don't know only children have this certain vibe to them." He said. "Hm." I said.

Andy walked me home again. I really appreciated it even though I could easily walk by myself. I looked out the window and watched him leave. Ugh I feel like a weirdo, I pulled away from the window. My house didn't really feel like a home yet. My mom was quick to put up decorations though. All I see is pink, green, yellow and blue when I walk around my house. I layed down on my bed, I needed to get my eyes on things. Me: "Hey wyd" * 10 minutes later* Omar:" I just washed my back to school clothes. Im really exited for school." Me:"That's crazy, I threw up  at open house yesterday." Omar:"WHAT?! No way bro.. Are you good now?" Me: "yeah, I was so nervous and overwhelmed" Omar: "Gross, gimme a call, I wanna see u". I called him shortly after he sent this text. He did a good job of distracting how I felt, Andy was really cool to be around but he made me feel a bit flustered, I don't know maybe flustered isn't the right word. Moving on, me and Omar talked about nerdy stuff, just catching up and such. Eventually he had to go, he was really busy now. I'm glad we were still close and could still talk. I did anything to get my mind off of things, I read, unpacked, and did the kitchen. I actually cooked this night, my mom wasn't home yet because she worked as a vet. My dad used to be a doctor so we were pretty well of, Id never act better than anybody though. Me and my family weren't like that at all.

I stuffed my face when dinner was ready, I didn't eat breakfast or lunch because I was scared of throwing up again. I soon regretted it but I was so hungry. I showered, changed, then slipped into bed. I lifted my knees up to my stomach, curling up. "Andy is SO cool..." I thought to myself. His personality, his style, his hair, and his figure. Wait his figure??? No, I didn't mean it like that. I don't know why I tangled my own thoughts. I held my face as it got warmer and warmer. When I was on the phone with Omar earlier, he started talking about girls, he did a lot actually. I mostly just listened, I don't know a lot about girls to be honest. If I think about it I don't want to, it's not like I'm gay or anything but it's just never on my mind. Before I fell asleep I read my book about the ghost boy, it was called "What they don't know" This was my favorite book at the moment. I fell asleep gradually, with the book in my hand.