Love and Affection (Slow updates)

Chapter 1

Song: Drag me down by One direction

Carrie Ann pov

I woke up to a crying toddler I ran to as fast as I could to my sister and brother room. Once in there I saw my brother Tyler crying so I rushed to him to figure out what wrong with him before my dad wakes up so I won't get beat. I quickly fed Tyler and got him ready for the day, then I did the same to Taylor. After I got them and myself ready I made breakfast for my "dad" if I can even call him that. When he came down I was just putting the food on the plate and about to put it on the table when I got slapped in the face by him

"Why is my food not on the table." He sneered.

"I-I-I was about to put it on the table daddy." I replied.

"Next time be faster." He sneered.

"Ok." Was all I said.

As I waited for him to finish his food I got the twins bag ready for daycare, which I pay for. When he got done he left his plate and beer bottle on the table for me to clean up. When I was done we headed to the car. After he dropped the twins we headed to my school, on the way he gave me the usual speech he gave me when I went to a new school.

" You are not to talk to anyone, have any friends or boyfriends. You are to  not allowed to talk at school or outside of school. If you break my rules you will be punished dearly and we will move again. And remember I have eyes everywhere."

"Ok daddy I know I always do."

"I know you would never leave me and the twins because you love us to much."he said

The stuff about not leaving him and loving him so much is just a bunch of sh*t. Sure I love him even though I know that I shouldn't. But I can't just hate, I love him even though he does all these bad things I still consider him somewhat my father and I would never leave the twins. That's why when I become 18 I am moving out and getting custody of the twins.
A few minutes later we arrived at my new school. Once we got inside we went to the main office we talked to the principal. After that I went to get my schedule while my dad talked to the principal, when I got to the desk a lady in her mid 30's greeted me and asked for my name. I just handed her a note with my info on it, after I got my schedule I looked at it and I had

1st period- science room 307 with Mrs. Lawrence yay (note the sarcasm)

2nd period- Ap language arts with Mrs.McDowell eh

3rd period-  free period

4th period- lunch

5th period- Ap math with Mrs.Arron yay I love math (no sarcasm)

6th period- Social studies with Mr.Smith eh

7th  period- P.E with Mrs.Browning

I guess that's my new schedule. As I was walking looking down at my schedule I bumped into someone. I was about to fall until someone caught me by my waist and I felt sparks? After the person helped me up and apologized, I forgave him and apologized to without talking. As I was walking around him trying to find my classes, the same person came up next to me and I gave him a questionable look. But he kept looking down at something and I decided to follow his eyes only to find out he was looking at my schedule.

"We have the same schedule, oh and my name is Blake, I can show you to your classes if you want." Blake said

I just nodded and let him lead the way to class.

After school

So my day was good at first then turned into a ok. Because in the beginning of each class after the teacher introduced me and told the class that I was "mute" everyone started to laugh and pick on me even though it didn't bother me it got annoying. So I was glad school was over for the day and my dad came to pick me up even though I don't like him.