"New start, New song." || PARKSTER (DISCONTINUED)

3.

Chester hissed as the cotton ball made its way onto a different scar. His kid had woken up minutes ago and went downstairs to play with Parkers pets. The reason for her waking up was because of his own father being so dramatic.

As if he hadn't been to a doctor in years. Which was not wrong now, He leaned his back as he panted. The stinging only getting worse. "Chester, I need you to be still." The brunette hissed at the other, not being able to hold the other down with only one hand on his hip.

Was he always a mess like this? The taller one wondered, it's like he was treating a kid who had a splinter on his finger. 

"BreAk!" His voice cracked out, Parker stepped back and let the other rest for a minute. He looked down at the others scar, it seemed like he had gone through all of them. So, he took again the bandages and unrolled it. He then carefully put over the others scar the bandage, which was hard to do because the other was in a bit of pain.

After some layers of bandages he stopped and finished treating the other. "There." He smiled at the other proudly, being happy he knew how to treat the other around the torso area. 

"So, um, how long am I going to have to stay in bed?" The blonde shifted a bit around, not really liking to always lay on the bed. "Probably two weeks.. It depends on how fast the scar will heal. As for now it does show. Luckily you made it out without breaking your leg, but it is severely damaged."

The brunette answered, taking a few breaks to think about it mid sentence. Chester nodded, understanding that the injures aren't just small cuts but deep ones. That's when he remembered, he hadn't worn his glasses since he was at he house. "Have you seen my sunglasses?" 

He asked as he leaned over closer, as if he wanted to see the answer from Parkers eyes. "Sunglasses? I mean I saw some black ones on the ground broken when I carried you to my car." Parker was confused.

Who wears sunglasses at night? Wouldn't that just make things more dangerous since you cannot then see in the dark better? "Oh..." "Well, why do you need them?" The other leaned his head to the side, so he could look at the blonde who lowered his head. 

"It's a thing with my eyes, It hurts for me sometimes to look at light for too long. Although it might seem like it's something normal for other people it's not really for me." He ranted, not knowing how to explain it better to the other.

"I heard that blue eyed people mostly see better in the dark, maybe it's also a reason to your condition." He inched closer, looking innocently into the others eyes although it wasn't something so innocent. Chester blushed as he was not expecting something like this.

"I- Uh- may.." He nervously stammered, pushing away the other from him. "I'm sorry! I shouldn't have done that!"  Parker waved his hands, as if he was trying to blow away what just happened.

"It's fine, just don't get so comfortable around me okay? Even if we are just childhood friends." He looked back at the other, who looked like he had the most glossiest and prettiest eyes ever. Oh, how he missed looking into those eyes.

"No! I will not fall again heads and heels over him!" He thought to himself, but he couldn't help it. He had ached for weeks after leaving Parker like that. Now, he was sitting there, with his ex boyfriend. 

He felt guilt, even after many years of hating his wife, he never divorced her or thought about it. It was because of his kid, he didn't want to ruin her life with divorcing her mother. Heck, he wondered how Viviana would feel if she knew about him and Parker relationship in the past. 

He didn't want to hurt her at all, he didn't want to push her away if he had a chance with parker again, he didn't want to lose her at all.

Parker noticed the change of the other, he shifted nervously, trying to get the others attention. Which was no use. So, he cleared his throat and spoke up "You alright?" He asked worryingly. Which brought the other to the reality, he choked onto his breath and responded weakly "Yeah, I'm fine." Chester smiled.

The brunette himself giggled at the other, who was choking on his bed. "Not funny!" He wheezed out, trying to protest from the other to laugh even more. Which was also a big fail.

After a while they both calmed down, his ex-lover cleared his throat, he looked up at him. "So, um, since you're the only person I have that probably knows about me more than I do...I wanted to ask, could you tell me something of my past?"  He chuckled nervously.

The blonde sat there silently, thinking about what he knew about him. He took a deep breath before speaking up. "Our parents were best friends and since birth we knew each other, well not really since birth but we were as babies always together. Although there was a few months difference it was somehow possible."

Inhale & exhale. 

"As kids we always spent our time together, whenever someone would pick us we would protect each other from those people. Once we were teens we thought about always making YouTube videos, eventually we did start making videos later in college. We started together a horror series, catching monsters and so on. We got popular and we reached a few milestones."

His voice shook at the end, he bit his lip.

"We, um eventually parted our ways and we uh, haven't seen each other for 6 years and a half.. We never heard each other from then. I just, had to disappear because of my parents and I-" His voice broke. "Even if you don't remember, I'm sorry-" Although he wasn't crying his voice just felt like he was crying. 

His words sounded like they were exhaled out. 

Parker didn't know what to say, he just couldn't. "I can't accept that you know? I'm not the person you saw 6 years ago." He looked away, feeling guilty for the other. He wasn't himself, he didn't know what or who he was. Although he knew, it was all just so confusing. Hearing the other point of view from their stories together didn't help at all. He couldn't remember. He can't remember.

"I know." The blonde choked out. "I shouldn't be saying this stuff, it's wrong from me." He facepalmed, he sounded now...normal. A second ago he was being all sad. "It's fine." The brunette chuckled nervously. 

"Look, I'll make some pancakes for both of you and then we can talk about it more okay?" 

"Fine."