Paulina (Paul Wesley&Nina Dobrev): Unbreakable

Chapter 4: If I lay here

Nina's Point of View:

Ian Is being dismissed from the hospital today. Although me and him broke up, I am so distraught. I can't believe this happened to him. I still love him so fucking much.

"Hey Ian, babe, wake up. You're leaving the hospital today!" I smiled.

"About time. Shit, my arm." He replied

"Woah-woah-woah hold on, I'll get the nurse. You need to stay put, ok?" I demanded with concern.

He smiled and promised to be careful while I got the nurse.

Ian's Point of View: 

Nina has been great. She has been holding my hand with me for the past 3 days. God, I love her. So much.

As the nurse walked in to assist me, I could tell Nina was relieved to see I was ok. 

I look down at my legs, arm, and hand, and burst into tears. I hadn't really accepted the fact that this has happened. I could see Nina signaling the nurse to leave. I begin to sob as the nurse politely said, "Ok Ian, I'm going to give you two a few minutes to calm down."

"B-Baby it's ok. Im here." Nina said, clutching my non-burned hand.

"NO, it's not ok..! I know you love me but the fact is we aren't together anymore, Nina. You have made that very clear! I love you so fucking much but having you here, acting normal, is killing me. It's unfair. Because truth is, we all know, if this wouldn't of happened, you wouldn't be with me right now..." I said in a harsh tone.

I could see Nina's eyes tearing up. Shit.

"Ian, I love you. Even if we aren't together at the moment. I always will. ALWAYS... But when the nurse called me from the hospital, I started to tell you I need you and want to be with you again, until she informed me that you were nearly dying." Nina replied

"O-oh. I love you Nina. So much. But you just dumped me after FOUR years of seriously dating and didn't have the decency to tell me why. I was so supportive, understanding, caring to you. It just isn't right for me to take you back. Not now at least. I need time to think about what you just said." I said.

I shake Nina's hand off mine while we both sit silently in the hospital room. 

Tears fall down Nina's cheeks.

"I understand." She cried

"You deserve better than me. I'm a monster for hurting you. You are so much better than me. I-I'm so sorry for everything. Feel better and I'll see you soon. I-I love you so much, Ian." She sobbed while standing up and leaving my hospital room. 

A tear rolled off my chin. I closed my eyes hoping to escape this pain I am in. I dug my head into my hospital pillow and attempted to take a nap.

SO SORRY I HAVN'T UDATED IN FOREVER. GOOD THING IS I WILL BE FROM NOW ON! 

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