Secret Tears

Car Windows

You know how it rain runs down the window like trying to get inside and warm up.While you sit inside dry and safe? Well I'm the person inside the car while Lorelei Carson is the rain.Yes her name is Lorelei but she's not the famous one from Glimore Glirs.Shes just some queit girl with a staring problem.So why am I so infatuated with her?I have no idea myself.

No time for such thoughts now because I must prepare for another horrfic family dinner.Once a week my small family gather for dinner.It's supposed enlightening and joyful.Instead it feels like I'm taking a exam I haven't studied for."Carter,can stop staring at the plates and set them on the table,"my mom says as she snaps me out my thoughts.Reluctantly I do as she says

dreading whatever piercing glare my farther decides to give me this time."Is the food almost done," my 4 year old sister whines.My mother just ingores her with silent eyeroll.I scoff at my mom of course,"Be pantint Lils," I say using the nick name she's adores so much.She thinks Lillian is to long."Stop your useless banter your father's here," my mother interrupts.

She's always been unhappy for whatever reasons she has.She just doesn't talk much and when she does there's always a irritated tone behind it.My fathers well he's always quit to.Whevnevar he opens his mouth it's ether to scold or he's barking orders at you."You may sit," my father says as my mom,sistar,and me take a sit.My father at the head of the table eats his food

quietly as do the rest of us.Whenaver my father's he looks straight at me like he's expecting me to tell him the best or worst news of his life.The rest of dinner is like that.Once I finish I tuck Lillian in bed since my mom doesn't bother and I can't imagine my father doing it.I plop down on my king sized bed and lull myself to sleep.

I know this short and uneventful but give it a second I just wanted to introduce Carter and his family
I hope you enjoyed!!!