Secret Tears

No way.Why the hell did I think I could do this, New pov

One day before the last chapter
Lorelei's pov

The glass shattered loudly next to my head."GODAMMIT,Lorelei you how many times do I have to tell you to only get <insert expensive beer>," Dad yells at me."Yo-u on-l-y gave me 10 dollars.It wasn't enough for <insert expensive beer>,"I meakly defend myself."I don't give a fuck how bout you use that slutty mouth of yours to bring the price," "and stop that stuttering

you ungrateful hore," dad replies harshly. "The fuck are you laying their for LEAVE" dad yells.I quickly move well as quickly as I can move from the he pushed me down to.Once I reach my room I try to not burst into to tears.Amara used to tell me not to let people like dad make me cry.One single year slips from my eye.Thats all I allow.Dad was right I should have just did that creepy

a little favor to cheapen the price.Everone knows he's into younger girls and will lower the price for a blow off.I can't believe how stupid I was being.I really thought dad wouldn't tell the difference.I thought he would already be half way drunk when I give him the beer.I plop down on my and try to silence my thoughts.Amara used to say she once heard people in her masylum.

said people keep calling her crazy.They even considered sending her to a asslum.Even though she was only 8.Aftrr laying for awhile I move to my bathroom and clean my self up.Its not as bad as uselly.Only a small bruise on my forhead and on my gut wss hurting where he punched me.Amara used say that some people got worse so whenever I'm hurt just

think about the people who are going through wrost.At the time I wasn't being hurt like she was so didn't understand.Now I use at to ease the growing pain.Sometimes wha would have been like if mom choose another guy.Or if she- my thoughts are cut of immediately. By none other than myself.I don't want to remember those hazy tear jearking memories.

                            Present day
What the flip ws that? Did Carter Harrison just ask her to sit with him at lunch?Surely i'm was hallucinating.With lunch coming closet and closer I get more nervous and I'm considering eat my lunch in my secret spot.Atlast I'm heading to cafeteria.I haven't been here since the first week of school.Since Springhills is a small town not many new students join in the second to last year of high school.Except

me.Springhills was small and indiscreet like dad wanted.Anyways the first week people crowded to talk to me except for the more popular kids.They took one look and decided I was not bold enough to be in the group.I answered questions vagluy and quietly,but nice enough were people wouldn't thank I was weird and bully me or something like that.They just figure I was

the queit type.After the questing died down
I would stop going to the cafeteria at all.Most people forget about me quickly since I'm just not very open and bold.I found this secluded little spot a little way from the field covered by the sind of the school.I a little hill nice and peacly.Perfect.I do find it weird how Carter would always stare holes into the back of my head,but as

soon as I tired around he play it off easily.I just decided someone like Carter Harrison was staring at her and I'm just crazy.Now I somewhat question that.As soon as I entered the cafeteria I looked around and my eyes met with Carters forest green ones.Are eyes lock for all of one before I decided to quickly leave.Nope.No way.Why the hell did I think I could do this.

HEY YALL,this chapter is longer than others but still a little short.I released some chapters before wedsay so u was working on those.id say this was way more interesting than my other chapters because of the pov change.I do plan on doing Lorelei pov as the main one with the occasional Carter pov.Yeah hope you enjoyed byeeeeee