Beloved

The One

Are there even words in this universe to describe how it feels to find "the one"?

The one who catches you off guard at the first glance?

For all of my love stories before him I would say "I don't even know how it started" but that wouldn't be true for him.

I know exactly how and when our story started.

At first, I didn't even know him in person, it was just a photo someone showed me. I saw him and it was clear to me that he would change all my thoughts on love. He would change my whole perception of it.

I loved him the moment I knew of him and my love would only grow stronger from then on.

I loved the way he would speak his mind no matter what anyone said and how his mind worked different than anyone else's.

He would challenge me everyday to speak up and speak my thruth.

I loved his whole being, his smell would captivate me in a way I can't even describe today.

It seems silly to even try to break these feelings down to words.

I never understood when hearing someone saying they loved someone so deeply that even after 10 years of not seeing them they would still feel the same way. Even though they would change as a person their love never would. It seemed impossible to me to love someone else so truly and without any expectations.

The one who never even wanted to kiss someone and ran after the idea of love but never truly seeing the person behind the facade I created in my head.

I had a lot of crushes before - some lasting over five years but not even those could compare to the immense impact you had on my life.