Oh please be mine..h2ovanoss fanfiction

Chapter 7

Evans P.O.V.
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After hours of talking and catching up my stomach growls I lightly blush of embarrassment cause that growl sounded highly un pleasant Jonathan giggles

You hungry vanni? He asked followed by a cute giggle

Yes, I am and vanni? I slightly smile at that

I uh.. SHUT UP he says followed by his famous laugh with a blush

N-no I like the name actually I say with a slight blush

Oh.. Haha that's.. Good I honestly have no clue where the name came from Jonathan said followed by an awkward laugh

Ha it's fine deli I say with a smirk

Meh I could've came up with a cuter name than that like come on vanni is adorable deli just sounds like he sells meat and shit ughh I think in my head but he appears to like to since he blushed a lot I smile, success I say in my head

Haha I like it vanni, he winks my heart beat started going faster he just winked?! Holy hell that was hot

So you wanna order pizza and watch movies for tonight vanni? He asked

Yes I would like that a whole lot deli I replied

Jonathan smirks so it's a date he says while walking out the room while grabbing his phone to order the pizza I sat there blushing after what he said so I just laid back and grabbed my phone and went on Twitter this visit is going to be quite interesting I thought to myself.

Jonathan's P.O.V.
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I order pizza for Vanoss and I he's been quite the flirty one lately but yet He plays it off like a joke I feel as he's teasing me I thought he didn't like men.. Wait a minute NOO Evan doesn't like men he's just being silly Hm oh well I kind of like it I'm also starting to tease back it's a teasing game I just hope I don't get out of hand with it...

I walk back into my room to see Evan laying there on his phone oohh such a sexy man on my bed it's sad that I'm not yours.. Oh Evan please be mine I thought to myself I let out a sad sigh and walked over to my computer I got a Skype message from Mini and he said that everything is situated and everyone is coming down to see Evan and I. I was so excited! Everyone was coming down! But I was still kind of sad having the thought of not being Evans still lingers in my head I let out another sigh but it was a frustrated sigh I felt Evan look up at me but this wasn't just a glance oh no this was him staring at me with worry? Probably not I shake it off and reply to mini with an "okay great see you guys soon:^)" I guess I didn't feel Evan get up from the bed and walked over to me instead I felt arms wrapped around my neck not choking me but softly around my neck as Evan lays his chin lightly on my head yeah he's slightly taller than me maybe a couple inches taller than me

Are you okay? He lightly asked

I ponder for a moment should I just tell him I like him? Or tell him everything Is fine? Why does he have his arms around me is he still teasing?! I feel anger build up inside but I don't show it I hear the doorbell ring I don't say a word I just break out of his grip and left the room to go answer the door without answering him I know I left him there clueless but I don't want to screw anything up by telling him I like him I answered the door and payed the guy and shut the door and walked over to the living room to set the pizza down on the coffee table I turn to see a concerned Evan standing in the doorway of the room

What movie do you wanna watch? I asked all plain

I kind of want to know what's wrong first delirious Evan said concerned

Oh Evan I would love to yell you what's wrong I say in my head

Jonathan? I hear him say

I stay silent but I still continue to think Evan I want to tell you that I'm gay and I have a huge crush on you but I'm risking one of two things 1.) Our friendship or 2.) our lives/Sanity Honestly if I told him and some miracle happens and he says he likes me back which I know he doesn't like guys but I'm just saying if anything did I don't know if I would be able to love him out in public it's not that I would be "embarrassed" by him in fact who would be embarrassed by him? He's fucking beautiful but anyways back to what I was saying. I would be afraid cause I'm frightened by people even our friends I'm frightened of I don't know how they will act at my gayness after I told my family I was gay I was fucking hated and dropped completely by them.. I don't want that to happen to Evan and the rest cause they are my family they are the reasons why I still live! meeting them was the best thing ever but if I loose them I would be destroyed into several pieces but anywho if I do happen to be with Evan he would probably dump me in a heartbeat cause I won't show affection towards him in front of people but that's just my guess I wouldn't know what would happen cause again Evan is a straight male and I'm a "disgusting individual for liking dick"

Tears threatened me after I thought about that last part I snap out of my thoughts when I feel Evans arms wrapped around me we are in a tight hug I assume I guess he pulled me in when I was in deep thought and Evan sniffling? W-was he crying? Nooo.. Evan doesn't cry... Does he?

E-Evan? I say concerned

Evans head lifts up off my shoulder and he looks me in the eye with a tear streaming down his face his eyes are red and he's shaking.. Did I scare him?

What's wrong Evan? I panic

I- I was asking you what's wrong and you wouldn't answer your eyes went grey and tears started streaming down your face.. And I feel like I've done something to hurt you maybe? He looks away after he said that and my heart dropped a bit

Evan, look at me in the eyes it's not your fault it's mine I calmly explain

What does that mean Jonathan?! What do you mean "fault"?! He says practically yelling

I- I can't bring myself to tell you right yet I answer honestly

Jonathan.. Do you not trust me? He asked quietly

N-no! Evan it's not that you know I can trust you one hundred and one percent but this is something I'm just afraid to speak about right now seeing that I've never spoke about it before I explain as I flash a slight smile as Evan nods in understanding

So yeah I'm starving and I know you are too so we can pick out whatever movie you want I say

Actually, instead of a movie can we just talk about random things like we did before I really enjoyed that type of conversation he smiles

My heart beats fast that smile is breath taking and I nod in a agreement

Oh and Evan everyone is on their way to see us I exclaim

Evan smiles and his eye twinkled with excitement well that's new I thought

Evan and I sit on the couch and start talking about random shit that both made us laugh but I can't get over the fact I scared Evan.. God damn it I say in my mind.
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HEELLOOO ERRYBODY! I made a new chapter yay! So excite also a couple days ago gay marriage has been legalized EVERYWHEEERREEE!!! I love it gay people are awesome >u< (I am straight by the way but gay people are still awesome) :P so in addiction to celebrating national legalized gay marriage day I decided to make a chapter cause you know... This is a fan fiction... Between two guys who are in love... YEAH!!! Haha so I hope you enjoy the chapter lololol I love you guys 'TILL NEXT TIME MY LOYAL READERS! ~fєℓιχ